Uncommonly rare species

Festive season. :D

2012-01-21T10:14:00.001-08:00

Hello people! Time check: 02:03am. It's Chinese New Year's eve today, but since CNY is so early this year, plus with all the stress from everywhere, I'm not really in a festive mood. But I'm still happy!!!!!!!! Because it's a time for angbaos and holidays! Ever since school started, I've never felt so relaxed before. This CNY break is definitely a need man.

There's no purpose in this entry actually. I just saw my blogger app on my phone and I was like "hey, blogging sounds good now." even though I'm dead beat after coming back from town just now! Oh well well teenagers are weird people, no doubt.

Meh. Oh yeah, the week before this (16/01 - 20/01) was a really hectic week. The week passed so slow with so many things to do. Things I'm suppose to complete started to pile up like nobody's business. With all the competition coming in, I think I really need better time management skills. D:

Come on people, 说一声＂加油＂人人都需要!!!!!!! I need my 加油 too. D:

K I shall end here. I'm a emo gal going to bed now, bye x.

HAVE A GREAT LUNAR NEW YEAR GUYS XX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

I understood.

2012-01-06T02:07:00.001-08:00

Greetings! Firstly, I want to thank everyone for their lovely birthday wishes yesterday, especially my dear netball girls. They were so sweet! They went through all the troubles planning for my awesome birthday surprise, I'm super touched! :D I love you girls okay!

By the way, we were at Sembawang Shopping Centre's Popular yesterday, after the surprise, to get some materials for the netball notice board. Yeah, so the main point is, I saw this diary. And I totally love it! It was thick, soft and vintage-looking so I was thinking if I should buy it. Then, I saw this purple notebook with a word "Happiness" printed on it. I love it too! So I was deciding between the black vintage looking one or the purple "Happiness" notebook. (FYI the black book costs $14.10 and the purple one costs $4.90)

Then, I kept pestering my friends because I can't decide. I am an indecisive girl....... Ha! Yup, so Denise have me an analogy. She said, "Get the second one. Because if you really love the first one, you wouldn't even like the second one. Just like in a relationship." After hearing that, I was like, hey that make some sense. But you know what? After all, I didn't choose both. Just like how most triangle relationship ends!

What happened yesterday triggered me to blog this entry. Imagine runs wild. Imagination is a scary, yet awesome thing. Analogies allow me to put myself in others' shoes, and see things from their perspective. I understood what I thought I will never understand. And I'm thankful for that.

Once upon a time, a guy held on to his past, just like how the girl who had a crush on him held on to him. Although they both knew that in both situation, both him and his past, both the girl and the guy, had 99.9% chance that they won't work out, it was the 00.1% hope that kept them moving and holding on. Just as the girl realises that they won't work out, the guy realizes that they won't work out as well. By then, they realized that they are always one step apart...

Sometimes, you are exactly in that kind of situation, but you didn't know. Let your imagination run, let your heart out to understand. Then eventually, you will. I understood, and you will too. :)

Stay positive, people. It helps. Bye x!

New year, new start.

2011-12-30T08:22:00.000-08:00

This came a little early because I doubt I'll have any time to post tomorrow, so yeah, this is the annual new year post. This year flew like

VROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM.

Just like that, I'm going to be a sec 4 already, facing the first hurdle of my life-- 'O' LEVELS!!!!
Well amazing enough, I'm quite looking forward to it. Am I the only crazy one? Anticipation caught the better of me!

For this year, this will not be a picture filled post like last year's (click here) because apparently, I'm lazy + my mom wants me to sleep at 12:30am, and time check: it's 12:06am already! Let's see how long I'll take to complete this hehehehehe.

To conclude my year, I have only one word to say. It was

AWEEEEESOME.

Way too awesome, although there were shitty times. The way people came and went changed my life. To people who came and to people who stayed, it's really a pleasure having you coming and staying in my life. You guys had made my 2011 a really great one, and I hope in the coming years, you guys will play a part in making them great too! To people who left, may life be a dick to you. Ooops, okay, fine. I'll be a nice girl. I hope life will be great for you too (although not as good as having me in your life), and I hope you guys will find a~~nother~~ friend like me soon. :P

To people I love, I hope I made a difference to your 2011 too because you guys really made a big big difference to mine. Without you guys, ...... okay I'll skip all those mushy lines because I really don't have time! Oh no it's 12:16am already.

May the year ahead be a really pleasant one for all of us here, also ~~those people I hate~~ oops sorry I mean those I don't really love much.

Have you guys got your new year resolution ready? I had mine already!

1. Be constant for O's!
2. O's <15
3. No relationship
4. North Zone Top 8!
5. No Hate, just Love.
6. Study for at least an hour everyday

That's about all, so far. More coming in!!!!!!!!

Alright time check: 12:20am. Le me birthday in 5 days! :P OK BAI.

Strong.

2011-12-27T09:11:00.000-08:00

These few days has been quite a tough one for me. Just when I thought my days were becoming better, and just when I thought good times were finally here, life decides to fuck everything up again. Or is it just... me? I've been asking myself this one question lately, what have I done wrong?

Is it really me? Is it really my fault? I was wrong? Really? All these questions got my confidence really low. Everything I do, every step I take, just when something goes wrong, it's my bad.

And lately, I'm losing all my patience. I get frustrated easily. I get angry and hot tempered often. I am impatient, always giving people a hard time just because I don't feel good. I feel so selfish. I am unhappy, and I have to make people's life difficult too. I blame people for dampening my mood, I blame people for spoiling my day, when I'm obviously asking for it. I comment and get unhappy at everything. Sometimes, I really think I'm a little too hard to please. I get upset more easily now. I think my heart just died.

I should come to my senses soon. okay this is a stupid sentence. I already did. Hm, it's great to always realise your mistake(s), no? From today onwards, I'm gonna (try to) be a nice girl and spread Love. XOXO

"Love is a powerful thing.

Love changes everything.

Spread Love today. :)"

oh, and I'm just down for a moment. Before you can even spell my name, I'll get back up. It's okay to be not okay when you don't feel okay for a while okay. Just remember after everything, stand up strong again.

Now, spell for me

P.O.S.I.T.I.V.E

When there was me and you.

2011-12-16T09:22:00.000-08:00

It's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside. I'm standing here but all I want is to be over there. Why did I let myself believe that miracles could happen? Now I have to pretend that I don't really care...
I thought you were my fairytale, my dream when I'm not sleeping, a wish upon a star that's comin' true. But everybody else could tell that I confused my feelings with the truth, when there was me and you.
I swore I knew the melody, that I heard you singing. And when you smiled you made me feel that I could sing along. But then you went and changed the words, now my heart is empty. I'm only left with used-to-be's and once upon a song... Now I know you're not a fairytale, and dreams were meant for sleeping. And wishes upon a star just don't come true. Now, even I can tell that I confused my feelings with the truth because I liked the view when there was me and you. I can't believe that I could be so blind, it's like you were floating while I was falling and I didn't mind... because I liked the view, i thought you felt it too, when there was me and you.

#nowplaying When there was me and you__High School Musical Vanessa Hudgens

Deafen by the silence.

2011-11-27T09:36:00.001-08:00

Silence is something scary. Silence is something I don't like. But sometimes, silence allow people to think. Silence mean a lot of things. You can look someone in the eyes silently and that person know you're trying to say "I love you." You can look at someone silently, without them knowing, because you miss them and you're hoping they're doing the same too. Sometimes, silence means peace. Sometimes, there's silence because you're at loss of words, or maybe you don't wanna say a thing. Sometimes, silence comes with pain. People often neglect people who are around, silently. People often don't realise, those silent stares/glances/looks... are filled with pain.

Astronaut.

2011-11-20T07:10:00.001-08:00

Tonight, I lie awake and scream in zero gravity. And it's starting to weigh down on me.
Let's abort this mission now, can I please come down?
So tonight I am calling all astronauts, calling lonely people that the world forgot.
If you hear my voice, come pick me up. Because you're all I've got.

Tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut, sending SOS from this tiny box.
And I lost all signal when I lifted up... Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot.

#nowplaying Astronaut by Simple Plan.

A little too late.

2011-11-19T06:53:00.001-08:00

I have so much to say, but no one to tell. Actually no, it was only meant for you to hear.

I talk to my notes everyday. Hoping that whatever I typed was sent to you instead.

I feel lonely. That's because you're not around.

Where is everyone? I don't know, because all I can ever think of now is you.

I'm dying. Why aren't you saving me from this misery?

Sometimes, only people who cared will get what I'm trying to say.

Weird world.

2011-11-17T06:55:00.001-08:00

So.. hey. I am back again after 3 days (yay). I have my reasons for being back here. Look, this is how it goes...

Firstly, I was bored. I went scrolling around random sites, random profiles of people in Facebook etc. And, I kinda got a little... pissed. Well, okay maybe "pissed" isn't really a very good word to use. I'll rather say... agitated? OK maybe not agitated but I AM agitated now. For some reasons you'll know later.

I see a need to rant. I need somewhere to rant. I can't rant it on twitter because the word limits are irritating, as ever. I won't rant it on Facebook because people will get all sensitive and start to think it's them (-.-), and I don't want people to start liking/commenting on what I've said. And apparently, my blog doesn't allow people to comment, retweet or like (and I doubt a lot of people will be reading this shit). My point is, my purpose here is just to rant. You don't have to read this, you know. So, even if by any chance you think i'm talking about you, too bad quit being such a paranoid! Because *restating* my purpose is JUST to rant. That's why I'm here! Actually I don't see why is there such a need to explain my presence, but yeah whatever.

Alright, just look at how weird the world is now. People prefer/like unappreciative shit. They prefer/like being TREATED like shit. They prefer/like it when their effort are not appreciated. They just hate/detest/dislike being treated nicely. To them, nice people are irritating. To them, nice people should all die. And when nice people quit being irritating AKA stop being caring, they start crying and claim that they're ignored/neglected and what not. And when nice people die, they start realising that their the ones at loss. That's what I call, taking things/people for granted.

Like... hello?!?!?! Nice people tried being understanding when you push them away. Nice people tried being understanding when you give all sorts of shitty replies. Nice people tried being understanding when you mistook their care as a way of irritating you. And when nice people turn and leave you one day, they expect you to understand them as much as they understood you. They expect you to understand that, there's a limit to everything. People stop trying... when they see that it's pointless one day.

I admit, I do take things/people for granted. Now that I see how shitty this shitty shit is, I feel... well, shitty. Now I'm wondering, why in the world did I do that? It just shows my maturity level. I should start appreciating things/people hah. K I'll start by saving water *takes a bucket and put it under my drippin' wet hair lol*

I hate the feeling of being treated like trash. No one likes. So if you're reading this...

"Start appreciating and spread Love today."

cause it really sucks to be taken for granted. Have a nice day people X
PS/ sorry if I sounded a bit cocky, that's how I am when I'm not very nice :(

London bridge is falling down, falling down!

2011-11-13T20:01:00.001-08:00

Helllllllo! Seems like I'm only updating this space once every month hahaha to think that I update this space everyday a few years ago, it's crazy. It made me wonder, where the hell did i find so much to say? o-o

To be honest, I wasn't in a very good mood earlier on. And now? I'm listening to SHE's London Bridge Is Falling Down! Must be wondering what made a change to my mood right?

Oh well, basically, just find something/someone that can motivate you! For my case, I found someone.
I love how she express herself, how she motivate herself, how she motivate others and most importantly, how she have faith in everything. She made me believe that, everything is possible. Just, Have Faith. :)

She made an impact. On my day? yeah. My life? I've yet to know but I believe she will.
(PS/ JUST by her posts you know, she didn't talk to me neither did i talk to her. How awesome?)

K I don't really know what's the purpose of this entry, just a short and sweet one. Have a good day people! X

He was walking her home

2011-10-13T19:21:00.000-07:00

Hey there, souls who still read my blog (highly doubt there's any left). The last time I updated this half dying space was more than a month ago, which was just the end of CA2(THE~~FUCKING~~DEMORALISINGCRAP) and I was worrying about not having a drive for EOY.

Time flew and it's the end of EOY! I am so happy because I was wrong. I said I didn't have a drive for EOY, the drive to work extra hard, the drive for doing better but I was really REALLY wrong. Know why?

Because I did work hard! And the drive for me to do better is from my classmates ♥♥♥. Amazing how I used to think that all of them are arrogant craps, competitive shits and all but yeah, turns out only a group of them are competitive, arrogant and selfish. Most of them are not that bad!

Thinking back to how I worked during EOY, I kinda think I was crazy because that was never me. I never did such a thing in my life(lol sound so old). Staying up late, waking up early successfully, staying back in school for consultation until 6plus8. Trust me, the feeling you get when you can do almost every question in the paper is great. I hope all the efforts will reflect in my report slip. So lookin' forward to seeing it!!!!

K I'm already in holiday mood this is so bad hahahahaa but who cares. Start asking me out please! I have a list of places I wanna gooooooooooo. Sentosa, Marina Barrage, Waterfront, Universal Studios etc.

HEHEHEHE K shall end here and start watching Super Natural! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Heart @Paris, the City of Romance

2011-09-01T09:45:00.000-07:00

I've been feeling so crappy nowadays. I kept asking myself why, seeking the truth, lookin' for a reason but to no avail. I have no idea why am I feeling like this, like there's something restricting me from moving on with life. No, it's not that I've not been moving on, but I kinda realized I've been moving at a really slow pace. Something that is not like me, myself and I. "WHY" kept ringing in my head, I kept questioning myself. Why, why, why and why? No, again, it's not because of what happened a month back, mind you.

I wanna get on with life, get back on track and just fucking improve. Improve on whatever. Just improve. I hate life as it is now. Why again, why...? Because this is just something I don't want. Nothing seemed to work out, nothing.

Still feeling demoralized because of the results I got not long ago, still no drive to work extra extra extra hard for EOY. I wanna give up so bad.

I don't wanna sound like some emotional freak so I guess I shall stop my rants here and get on with some other things. Some things that are less....... affecting, lol.

Went to the dental today, got my braces rubber bands changed to pink then off to sing with @_ADELYNN, who almost fell twice today (and had her hair flying everywhere, epic-ally).

This is so unfair. My dentist told me he's gonna extract one of my teeth. We had a/(an initial) deal that if I agreed to implant some craps he won't take any teeth away from me but wtfbbqmmf he's telling me that it's easier this way?!?!?!?! I don't want to extract, seriously. I love my tooth, and I love my blood more. TT

Time check: 1.07am 02 September 2011

"I am so bored, scrolling the same page, seeing the exact same thing for the past 287293578962 years."
Yes, I tweeted that. I am so tired yet I'm not sleeping.

K abrupt ending.

Stereo Hearts

2011-08-27T05:51:00.000-07:00

Yes people, exams are over (!!!) but EOY is in barely a month's time. Yes this is how sad life can get. I wonder why time passed so fast this year, lol.

Something hit me just now. I was like thinking about this funny fact about myself. I'm not too sure if this happen to anyone of you, but this happen to me quite often.

Have anyone of you seen a scene, and quickly picture yourself being in that situation, picturing what will you do if that person involve were you? I do, I do it all the time. But the funny thing is I know that was just pure imagining. If I were to REALLY be in that scene, I won't do what I thought I would. That's.... just me. Weird I know, but true.

Or rather, I was in the situation before. And I did something. Now, I see another person being in that particular situation, doing another thing. I bet I'll be thinking about something BETTER than what that person did, and go like "FUCK, why didn't I do this that time?" HAHAHA!

From this, people will know I like to dwell on pasts. And now I know it's not healthy. I shouldn't, because paths are meant to be moved forward, not back paddled. Oh man, me with all the positive shits. GOOD THING, GOOD THING!

OK SIDE TRACK! Jannie and I attended our first break dancing class @Clarke Quay Natasha Studio today!!!!!!! *happy, claps, jumps

Trust me, it was awesome! Initially, we were praying and praying, even planning to back out just before the class. Then we came to realize that everyone there are nice people! Good thing, really. The instructor were great too! Shooooooo kind. :D

Speaking of it now makes me excited for the next class! Though some of the things taught there made my muscles ache like some muthafck*r. But still, worth it!

OK SIDE TRACK #02! I, unfortunately, failed Chemistry for CA2 this time round. Well okay, it's not confirmed that I failed because Jesslyn have yet to release our results to us, but the way she said things kinda "assured" me that I've failed Chemistry. It's really kinda demoralizing to indirectly "hear" that I've failed Chemistry, really. Maybe to people out there, I seem like I don't give much sh*t to examinations, papers, subjects, studies. But no, not true. (SHALL NOT GO INTO IT)

I became especially pissed when - said that - can see 80% of the class working hard and still didn't see much effort put in by the rest of the 20%. Due to my sensitivity, UNFORTUNATELY, I have the feeling that - was talking about ME. I mean, come on, I really hate it when my efforts were (seemed like) not acknowledged. K, I shall re-phrase that. It's not that I want people to actually acknowledge the efforts I've put in. But if you happen to not see anything, either I did put in effort or not, then don't say that I didn't, because there's a fucking possibility that I did, with no obvious signs like getting a good result.

But after all, I still told myself that - is not that bad (in fact, - is nice) to indirectly pin-point me lah but yeah still needa rant that out if not I won't feel comfortable ah. :)

Another thing is, I really REALLY hate comparisons/competitions so DON'T, ever, have the intention to compare/compete with ME. If you have, wake up that idea and screw the fact that I hate how competitive the world is, into your head. YES YES SO YOU'RE TELLING ME THAT WITHOUT COMPETITION, PEOPLE WON'T IMPROVE? Sorry, nope that won't make me improve. It just make me want to punch the people who wants to compete with me. LIKE SERIOUSLY, LITERALLY, PUNCH.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH WTH WHY I SO AGITATED LOL!

SIGH still unhappy with my CA2 but it's alright it was JUST CA2. Work hard next time, work hard for EOY, lol.

K shall end here, be sure to stay tuned k? MUAXKTHXBYE.

Happy birthday Mama Singapore!

2011-08-08T09:39:00.000-07:00

YOU GOT PUNKED WAHAHAHAHAH.

Picture story:

I went to fly a kite @Marina Barrage on a initially-raining-but-ended-up-sunny Sunday evening until it was oh so dark that we can see the stars! I was so happy. Love the kite and the stars!

Time check, 12:46am 09th august 2011.

HAPPY 46TH BIRTHDAY MAMA SINGAPORE! :)))))))))))

This is a super #random entry, just had the little feeling to type nonsense so.... yeah.

I dragged so long to start this entry and POOF now I've unfortunately lost the feel to type nonsense....................

BUT never mind! I'll just do up 10 confessions. I wanted to do the "Like and I'll post one confession on my wall" thing on Facebook but I don't want to flood my wall with nonsense so yeah I shall do it here. And start tricking people to read'em!

"LOOOOOOOK! FELICIA JUST CONFESSED ON HER BLOG!"
"HUH, WHO SHE CONFESS TO?!??! LET ME SEE OR I SKIN YOU."
-shows-
"CHEY............................."

WAHHAHAHA this is gonna be so fun. Alright here goes my 10 confessions for the day!

1. I am having a terrible cough and sore throat and runny nose

2. I mess with my hair when a hot guy walk towards me loooool

3. I cannot stop moving HAHHAHA

4. I sing when I'm sad/happy/crazy/depressed/frustrated/angry

5. I am fat

6. I wanna learn break dancing or boxing

7. Kites and stars and lollipops makes me happy!

8. I lost Orange, my kinderjoy toy I always talk to during exams

9. I will still smile no matter how sad I am. This beats me too, maybe it's just me.

10. I love compliments

WAHAHAHAHAHAHHA 20 more for the next entry. Wanna know more? Continue to stalk me lar. BYE.

(this is all still nonsense after all lollololololol!)

UPDATE!

2011-07-23T07:34:00.000-07:00

Mah life is on routine so I don't see why I have to blog about how I wake up dragging myself to school then back home after a hectic day to rush my work before going to bed. But I do see a need to update this dying space so POOF! I'm here today, with nothing to talk about. ;-)

It's almost a month since school started after June Hols, I can say I'm coping fine with my work EXCEPT for physics and E maths. And both subjects are taught by the same teacher. Okay I shall not be evil, I know you get what I mean.

A couple of things happened. Correction: A couple of UNINTERESTING things happened recently. Give you the list and allow it to bore you to death, tyvm.

School trip to Singapore Discovery Centre (It was funnnnnn!)

Chemistry CSI Forensic Science workshop @Ngee Ann Poly!

Another fun experience even though we (oops) went with the more boring part of the class HAHAHAHA.

I chopped my fringe

Sneezing a lot nowadays I wonder why

Hurt my shoulder from a fall but recovered already :)

I have an ulcer

I wonder when I can stop these lol!

OKAY this is so wordy but just so you know, I don't give a damn. BAI.

A rush for time!

2011-06-23T23:51:00.000-07:00

Hi pretty pretty pretty! I know I promised I'll make this entry about my trip to Vietnam, but I'm kinda short of time ah. So I'll just say some random things here and that's it because I have to rush out to study while facing the fact that SCHOOL IS FREAKING STARTING IN 2 DAYS!

My term break seem so short man, so so short. I haven't even complete my work! I think I did like 1/5 of it and that's reaaaaaaaaaaaaally bad. I don't wanna be the only one in class who didn't do work! Me and my stressful kia su class.

Oh right, and what's more beautiful is that they're having class outing tomorrow @ECP.

Come on, someone who have yet to complete her work partying with people who did already? This is terribly horrible. Dang~

OK abrupt ending because I can't stand time running away from me. Gotta cherish time for these two days because "you can never be any younger than now." LOL just kidding because I need to complete my work like seriously K THX BYE!

We're ten thousand miles apart.

2011-06-16T20:29:00.000-07:00

Confession: I'm having Braces on. Like this.

Yeah, I think I look ugly. But I'm starting to get used to it. The bad thing is, I don't know how to smile properly! I don't know how to close my mouth less awkwardly too. Dang it's okay, I'll find out a way to smile and close my mouth somewhere throughout the 1 and a half year.

Okay, I'm back from my Global Canberran's Programme (GCP) trip to Vietnam just 5 days ago. I'll share more about it probably on my next post? Today's entry is not about my wonderful trip, it's something more.... I don't know. I don't think others should read on though, guess it'll spoil your mood cause it spoilt mine.

Here goes.

Yes, I know it's my fault. I want to say sorry but I just can't, because of your tweets. Let's change our roles and play around with the tables.

Let say I'm you and you're me. I know I will be very upset because you "lied" (there's a reason for the inverted commas) but what if I tweet everything on twitter, scolding you, criticizing you, showing how much I regret being with you, how will YOU feel?

So even if you ever had the intention to apologize, you won't already, right? Partly because of how angry you got when you saw those tweets, and partly because it's FUCKING PAINFUL.

What makes you think what you tweeted don't hurt me? What makes you think I won't give a fucking damn about those tweets?

People around me kept telling me you're just putting up a show, trying to provoke me, trying to hurt me, trying to make me angry. They said you did it on purpose because you want me to feel terrible. Is that true? Ask yourself because only YOU know BEST.

Let me tell you something, you did it. You accomplished. You got it! I fell for it because I can't stop myself from giving a shit about something so small that can ruin my day.

And wait, you got the wrong idea. I didn't have any reactions on everything, not because I don't give a shit, and not because I want you to apologise to me, let alone admit this fault. NO.

I, am waiting for you to confront me. Waiting for you to say what you tweeted RIGHT IN MY BLOODY FACE. This way, I can explain myself. I can explain everything.

But what? You chose not to. You chose to post it in Twitter, a public site, for others to view. Right, maybe you'll think the previous line I'm trying to blame you for not giving me face. Blaming you for trampling on my reputation. Blaming you for telling others what a bad girl I am.

Sorry, then you're wrong. I am just puzzled. FUCKING PUZZLED. Why in the world would someone post all those things in twitter, rather than confronting me? Don't you find it odd? Oh maybe you won't because you did it. Are you trying to seek attention? Ok I'm sorry but I'm just telling you what I feel.

Why why why would you choose to make it public instead of confronting me? Seriously. I don't get it. I'm sorry.

"No you, no problem." This is the first tweet I saw before I blew my top. Again, if you see such things, will you even bother to apologize even though it's your fault? Honestly, me? No.

"It's over." You re-tweeted this. Since you CLAIMED we're over, then we're done. What for explain? Why waste each others' time? Why bother explaining and make things clear with you since you already said we're over?

And the funny thing is, you will never stop criticizing me. Out of the blue, you can insult me again. Saw that?

"I was like a dog to you. It's all cool with me because I love you. But you treated me worst like a dog after lying to me."

Oh another point. I don't see how not giving in and saying sorry is linked to treating you like a dog. All you did were comparisons. You never stopped comparing me, Mok and Jinfu. You always compare, THAT'S WHY YOU THINK YOUR LIFE WAS NEVER PERFECT. You love comparing. You like to see which is better and honestly, this way, you will ALWAYS be upset.

Enough of all these. I swear I have more to talk about but let's move on. I'll explain myself HERE.

1. You said I lied.

Maybe to others, to you, to everyone, I did. But check out the meaning of lying.

Lie- A deliberate untruth.

Deliberate- Done consciously and intentionally.

"I can't believe when Mok talked to you, you don't even wanna admit you're in the wrong? Still say it's up to me to believe you or not?"

The main thing is I didn't even have the intention to lie. I, repeatedly told Mok I don't have the intention to lie. But he INSISTED I lied. Then fine. Why bother continuing the conversation since he already claimed I lied? I said it's up to you to believe me because if you're mature enough to think about it, you would've believed me.

Not believing on the topic we were discussing, or rather, believing that I don't have that intention to lie.

Why in the world would I lie about such things? What I meant at that point in time was, I am better off this way. You remember you said you want a long lasting relationship? Here you go! I am better off like this. What I meant "not being in a relationship before" was the after-relationship relationship. It was way better. Now you get what I mean? It's okay not getting. At least I know I tried explaining myself.

Please don't get offended by whatever I've posted because I was just sort of replying to what you said/tweeted. And I'm not trying to salvage anything, I don't have that idea from the start.

Because my heart solidified.

"It's almost impossible for me to say this but because of you, I think I deserve someone 10 times better."

Yes, you do. You indeed deserve someone better. 10 times? I don't know. Maybe 20 or 30 times better.

"Given a chance to go back, I wouldn't get together with you. I'm sorry but I truly regretted."

Don't have to regret, don't have to have that chance. Because from the start, you were never mine and I was never yours. To say the truth, maybe our paths just merely crossed.

Now, still friends? :)

WTF I repeated California Kingbed like I don't know how many times when I'm typing these hahahahaha bye!

Cause you're amazing just the way you are.

2011-06-02T09:14:00.000-07:00

Hello. How'bout some over dued pictures today? Sports Festival @CCAB 2011 and it's also my first time joining the school sports fest! I think over all, I was quite satisfied EXCEPT FOR THE FREAKEN' HOT SUN WITH NO SHELTER.

I was perspiring the whole day. Like literally. It was non-stop down pour underneath my clothes. Oh, no. Correction: My whole body. I could even feel sweat rolling down my scalp. -.-

And I was burnt at the end of the day. :(

OOOOOOH YEAH!!!! I got two medals! Love the silver one alot, because we earned it!

(You'll understand what I mean) 3T1 got the champions, but we're happy enough to get the runner-up because honestly, we don't expect to walk away with anything heheheh.

As for the gold medal! HAHAHAH of course I am happy to get champion! But guess what?

We didn't have to compete with anyone! Because no one showed up and we got a walk over. Many many walk-overs then taaadaaaaah we got champion COOL OR WHAT. :P

I'll rate the sports fest 4/10 still, due to the freaking distance and the weather so sorry! HAHA.

But of course, it was a success. :)

Did I mention I want to go to Paris very very badly? Anyone wanna bring me there? HAHAH.

And oh oh! I laughed so badly when I saw this on tumblr:

I don't know why I just find it so soooooo funny! Haahahaha actually, I have no idea if I got the wrong idea but whatever it made me laugh real bad. :)

BYE AND I, LOVE TUMBLR!

(Please tick the reaction boxes puhlease? AHAHAHA comments allowed too!)

When a heart breaks, no it don't break even.

2011-05-17T05:18:00.000-07:00

HO HEY HO! I PROMISED I WILL BE BACK AND NOW I AM HERE AFTER A MONTH DO YOU MISS ME? HAHAHA.

Okay I pretty much expected no one to view my blog already, but it's okay I'm just reliving it for the sake of reliving.

Oh yeahhhhhhh say hello to Headless! :)

........ Headless? Headless WHO?

TAYLOR LAUTNER THAT SEXY HAWT BITCH HAHAHA!!!

Oh wait wait, he's no headless monster! LOOK.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA OKAY IT'S STUPID I KNOW BUT STILL, SHUT UP.

Exams' over and I'm already in holiday mood! It's a major turn off to say I have school tomorrow and all the way till next thursday! :(

Dang, I don't wanna get my results because I know I screwed up most of the papers, for sure.

Surprisingly, not for Chinese OMG. I put in effort okay, I'm pretty confident that I will pass chinese this time round wooohoo!

Oooh other than getting my shitty results, I am kinda stressed up by my classtee design. I hope it will turn out fine and on time dang! If not I will have 40 people chasing after me with choppers LOL.

Overdued photos:

Seriously, I am getting more and more unglam nowadays. HAHA!

OKAY BAI AND I LOVE MY CAP. :D

I'll be back

2011-04-15T08:19:00.000-07:00

Hello people, do you miss my pretty face? Now, I've came to assure you guys that this site is not dead, yet. I will have a proper update as soon as I encountered something interesting, interesting enough to blog it here. If not, you might also want to continue stalking me at my onsugar page!

CLICK HERE, STALKERS.

Trust me, I miss you! I wish I can have more questions on Formspring and more tags over at my onsugar.

OH AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, HELP ME CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG ADVERTISEMENTS.

Would you guys do me THESE favors? I love you sooooo much!

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Post-it® Super Sticky Notes - Nuffnang competition

2011-03-26T21:26:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time, I stumbled upon this site. Old and dying. Then I realised, it's my blog. -.-

Then, I desperately need something to blog about but maybe one of my nerves got old and rusty, I can't seem to think of anything. I head to Nuffnang, then I saw a competition on something I really like:

Post-it® Super Sticky Notes!

Did I mention Post-it pads are my all time favorite especially when exams are around the corners?!?!?!?!??! OK WHATEVER GET BACK TO THE TOPIC FEL.

YES. This year, Post-it® brand is back with another SUPER STICKY CONTEST and what are you waiting for! There's a total of up to $800 prizes out for grabs!

OK, let me ask you a question. What are post-it notes for?

1. important notes to be delivered.

2. reminder?

3. instructions

4. *fel fuck you you better remember this* notes sticked inside your textbooks.

5. telling someone how much they are loved lol

6. so on and so forth

and what happens if your sticky notes ain't that sticky? What will happen if those important things are not delivered?

HAHAHAHAHHA DISASTERS WILL STRIKE, LIKE THIS:

(do click on the picture for a larger view)

Basically, the sticky note gave way. It didn't manage to get to that person hahahah and you know what happened.

Soooooooo, what else can you think of? When you happen to use a not-so-sticky note? :)

COME ON, SHARE YOUR IDEA!

You just have to:

1. Like the Post-it® Super Sticky Notes facebook page

2. Share your ideas by uploading either a photo or video (no more than 1 min) that captures the essence of the story: “That should have been a Post-it® Super Sticky Note!”
3. Wait for your prizes to find you!

Top entry with the most “Likes” in each category (Video and Photo) will win:
i) Video submission: $500 Cash
ii) Photo submission: $300 Cash

SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?! FASTER GO GRAB YOUR CAMERA AND SQUEEZE YOUR BRAIN FOR CREATIVE JUICES!

PS/ I wanted to post up my ideas but nooooooooo it's copyrighted heheheh

Here are some examples Nuffnang offered:

FACEBOOK CONTEST RUNS NOW TILL 14TH APRIL!

have fun guys! ♥

STYE ELIMINATION!

2011-03-05T04:39:00.000-08:00

note: sorry for the poor quality because I can't find my digital cam. apologies!

WOOOYEAH YIPEE YIPEE YEAH I BURST MY STYES!

I am hair pee girl! For morons who don't know what is stye, click here

(confession: ok la actually, i didn't know that was a stye, AT FIRST)

Well yeah to put it in simple terms, it's like a pimple, no a monsterous zit to be exact, along your lash line, or some even under your eye lids. Cool or what? You want? For me, it's a definite no. But life is this sad, I have it every year without fail. -.-

Do you know how gross/irritating/annoying to have a stye?!?!?!?! You'll be in the center of attention and people will keep looking at it, wondering what the fuck it is. Or some, will just tell you they have the urge to squeeze it. Oh please! I wanna squeeze it too but it's just... not within my abilities. It's painful! :(

Major confidence decrement -.-

Gosh I spent most of the time walking on streets with my head down, even entering the lift!

Soooooooo here i am, determined to get it done once and for all! I succeeded just with the help from 6 tissues and 1 needle yay, in getting 2/3 today. Not bad already okay the third one is still "new" -.-

Below pictures will be a little gross, just a little, don't worry!

wooooo i managed to find a hole and squeezed everything out! and that's how much blood I've lost. Not all y'know, there's still an underside of the tissue and 4 more to go.

OK the main thing in this picture is not the soap, it's the dried skin which i tore from my eye lid in order to make a hole out of it. The quality is really really poor i know, bobian ah, i can't find my camera! :'(
Now proceed to the second zit! OK this REALLY is those kind of acne you got on your "moon-surface" face. HAHAHAHAHAHA and this is really really painful.

I got the help from a needle! and blood flowed non stop. The fact that this zit is on the underside of my eye lid, I was soooooooo afraid that dirty blood might just flow into my eye. But it didn't! Because I was holding my eye like this:

for the whole time. ok except that jiaobin. XD

Woahahaha my end product! It will be better, tomorrow or the day after! :D

The best thing of all, I'll regain my confidence and I don't have to face the floor everytime already! Oh oh oh, and I don't have to bother about people saying I saw things I shouldn't, which i didn't!

MUAHAHAHA I AM HAIR PEE GIRL OK BAI!

Bed of roses

2011-03-04T03:02:00.000-08:00

Send me away with the words of a love song.

woooohooooo,

common test is over and I'm free!

had been thinking of something to blog about,

but failed! I shall go enjoy myself first baiiii.

Will update again soon, pinky promise! :)

Happy (advanced) Birthday Twin

2011-02-25T06:30:00.001-08:00

It's advanced.

First and foremost, I apologise for the small pictures because I'm only left with 1 hour and 24mins to get this entry done. Plus, there are too many pictures already la, this girl too zilian already. "Who?!" you must be wondering, now let's welcome....

GERMAINE WONG JING TING WITH HER HORSE FACE!!!!!!!

(twin you fail badly in this picture hahahah)

Alright, I bet after reading this super ~~rushed~~ sweet entry of mine, you will go like this:

AWWWWWWWWWWWWW~ ♥

Okay well, maybe it's a little too exaggerating. Just a little, not a lot. :)

HAHA Well, let's just start with all the pictures I dug out.

Confession: I ♥ this picture because it's sweet yay!

Oh man, the picture you looked like a maid, cutting her nails at random void decks.

HAHAHAHAHA I LAUGHED SO HARD.

Jin Fu's winkieeeeee!

That was the funnest ever bus ride we took, remember?

Look @ how act cute I am! OMG.

I don't even know such picture exist. :(

That was taken on Christmas Eve 2009 wasn't it?

Look at our innocent face, tahahaha.

iie lurbez dis photo beri beri beriiiiii muchiex. :D

Seeeeeeeeee! ~~

For your sake, I actually posted one of my most fail times.

Look at me, just look. (STOP LAUGHING)

Apparently, I look like Velma Dinkley from Scooby Doo.

For people who are reading this and you don't have any idea who Velma is, all that I can conclude is you have a very very deprived childhood, GO SEE A PSYCHIATRIST.

This was your last year's birthday bash! We all looked happy. :)

Last but not least, we've come to the main point of this entry!

"Yay congratulations you've just received a priceless virtual green orange!"

Gah I know this is a little lack of sincerity but I was really rushing everything!

I am so afraid that I'll past 12. But not bad, time check: 10.54PM!

I'm at lost of words now......

OK whatever it is, I love you twin! :)

May God bless you. And jy for everything you do! Always remember:

Happiness don't drop from the sky, neither will happiness find you.

You, got to find your own happiness. Fight for it, go for it. :)

WOOOO HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN! XOXO.

Awesome TCN

2011-02-24T05:08:00.000-08:00

Pretty pictures, beautiful memories.

There's two things I love about this picture, my awesome team mates and it's polaroid film!

Finally, like finally, I squeezed time out from my busy schedule! Having a hectic week and it's not the end yet! It's only Thursday, one more day to go before weekend. I can't wait for weekends to come, I'm really tired.

Had games on monday and wednesday, we lost to SNG and SJC. Playing our last match against NV tomorrow! Although tomorrow's match marks the end of our North Zones Inter-school competition 2011, we are still going to gear up and give it all out! Now, we're not playing for a title already. Neither are we playing for the school. We, are playing for ourselves. And Coach. :)

Did I mention exams are just around the corner? :(

Yeah, you're right. Exams start next week and I doubt I'll do well. And my instincts are always right. How.......................................................................

Gah, gotta start mugging already. In fact, I did, already! But I just don't feel the preparation leh. Sibeh sian.

I'm kinda looking forward to the netball camp they are planning during March Hols! OK THAT WAS RANDOM. Oh oh oh and the new Touch jersey! The design look effing awesome. :)

HHAHAHAHAHA ALRIGHT BYEZ (this is a very random update looool)

Valentine's, lovely

2011-02-15T04:57:00.000-08:00

Say hello to roses on valentine's!

Woooooooo I finally managed to squeeze time out from my busy and packed schedule, to sit down peacefully and blogging my time away. :)

How long since my last entry? 10 days! I remembered (ok actually I checked)I was talking about valentine's day in my previous x2 entry and now that valentine's day is just over, I shall talk about it!

Basically, I love yesterday. Not specially since it's just another day in my life, but still, I love it! :)

People might be thinking, oh it's a sad thing that you've got match with Christ church (we won btw, with the score of 27-16) on valentine's day!

But hey guys, you're wrong. What's more happy and sweet than spending time with the ones you love? Yes, I love the team, I love the girls, I love everyone linking to Canberra Netball. And what's best? We had gift exchange on valentine's day, itself! :)

How sweet can the team get, isn't it! I got Xinzhu's present and you'll be jealous.

BECAUSE IT'S NONE OTHER THAN FERRERO ROCHER!

Wooo besides, I've got roses and letters and a giant card. Awwwwwwww ♥uuuuuuuu.

ALRIGHT! I have a confession to make............

I despise people who bitch about you on formspring or anywhere. Just behind the screens. I'm not pissed. I just despise them. Or should I say I'm more than just happy when I get people bitching about me behind the screens, because why?

1. I will always win because that guy/girl/alien is a coward

2. The more haters I have, the more popular I am. Did I mention that I believe, the more prettier I am, the more people likes to talk about me especially when that lil fcker is a girl?!?!?! :)

Well hey, don't blame me for being sucha bimbotic thick skinned bitch (yes i did say i am a bitch. i claim i am one. what's wrong with being a bitch? talk about me, makes you worse than a bitch tskkkk gotcha) because it's those people behind the screens or maybe behind my back boost my confidence. No I didn't get more conscious about my looks, too bad, I just got confident. Proud. Arrogant. Thanks to you, people. :)

Of course, I love lovers. Not that I love lovers more than haters. I need to promote equality isn't it? So you love me, I love you. You hate me? sorry I hate you more but love you at the same time because reason is stated above. :)

HAHAHAHAHAHAH I FEEL SO DUMB SPENDING TIME RANTING ABOUT SOMETHING SMALL BUT WHO CARES YOU DID ENJOY MY ENTRY CONFIRMED. OK BAI.

OH BTW WE ARE IN SECOND ROUND ALREADY! TOP TABLE!

CNY 2011

2011-02-05T07:25:00.000-08:00

Apologies for the size of the picture. I'm too sick to resize the pictures already but AT LEAST I managed to resize one. Please bear with it till I recover OK? :)

A connection that can't be broken.

Hello people! First and for most,

新年快乐！

HAPPY RABBIT YEAR BABIES!

CNY is here and what's more exciting than collecting angbaos for teenagers like me? But of course, frankly speaking, I hate visiting. Especially the part when you have two tangerines in your hands and racking your brain for something nice to say AKA 拜年 wow that's the hardest thing to do. Though it's just talking.

Yup, you're right. This is my outfit for the first day of CNY. Simple, casual and comfy! :)

The first place we went to and do visiting is my paternal grandma's house! As per normal, for all years. We ate, talked and giggled then finally took a sweet family photo!

Granny with her grand children, or should I say (young) grand adults? :)

After visiting my paternal grandma's house, I head down to Cineleisure and caught Alls Well Ends Well 2010! The show was KINDA awesome, if you manage to catch what they're saying. :)

Rating 4/5!!!

Day 2 of CNY!!!

Oh well, played poker with maternal family members and it was really fun. We really had a fun time, we rarely have time to spend together ok! This year's CNY is really great,

EXCEPT.......

I am down with fever, flu and cough. Diuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~

The feeling is terrible, especially when you're facing all the CNY goodies and you can't touch it! :(

This is really bad, thanks mummy for spreading the virus to me. :(

Alright back to what I'm talking about, yeah saw the face my sister's wearing? God, she's the top winner for the whole game! But luckily, I only lost one buck. (Because they only allowed $0.50 - $1)

But hey, tho it's only one buck or fifty cents, my sister won 30 bucks. wooooooooo.

Did I mention I lost 12 bucks @ my Godpapa's house? LOL He freaken' lost 800 bucks.

OK that's about it. Bye people!

Hi, you're lovely ♥

2011-01-31T04:07:00.000-08:00

Hi, you're lovely ♥

Will you get me those for valentine's?

Boooooooom valentine's day is around the corner! 14 more days to be exact and I have a match with Christ Church that day booooooom. :)

Gaaaaaah I want helium balloons, chocolates and letters under my table for valentine's! Oh my, wouldn't it be cool if your secret admirers leave you confession letters under your table or in your locker on valentine's day?!?!?!?! Just like dramas, it will be really cool lor! ♥♥♥

But of course, such things won't occur in Singapore. Or rather, in Canberra. Boom everyone is too immature to know what is romantic wtf! (OK LA MAYBE I AM THE ONE WHO'S BEING CHILDISH BY THINKING SUCH THINGS WILL ACTUALLY EXIST BUT WHATEVA EVERYONE HAVE TO BE DARING TO DREAM OK!)

Every year, when valentine's is commencing, I will keep whining and whining. Saying I need a valentine, I need roses, I need balloons, I need loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and then what? Valentine's ALWAYS (without fail please) turn out just like any other days. Other than seeing more couples on street that's all.

Tell me WHY do I have such sad life. -.-

But eventually, I'm ok. Know why? Fish Leong's 分手快乐 have a line saying-

情人节就要来了，剩自己一个。

其实爱对了人，情人节每天都过。

Comforting right! OMG. So people, there's no reason to be sad for valentine's day because if you really love the right guy/girl, everyday is like valentine's day!!! ♥

I really wonder how many valentine's day I've said in just this one entry pssssh ok this is really random byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

4th week: Tedious

2011-01-28T07:22:00.000-08:00

Back after a week and we finally come to the end of the 4th week! Boooooooom fourth week was tough. Handling with the case (tuesday) and northzone, I really missed out quite a bit of lesson. Pushing myself more each day, and I'm seriously not used to working under such stress. :(

BTW, I haven't mentioned anything about the North Zone competition scoring so far, did I? OK whatever I can't remember but yeah....

First match with Woodlands Ring Sec, won with the score of 31 to 12.

Second match with Serangoon Sec, won with the score of 30 to 8.

Third match with Woodlands Sec (the latest match played so far), won with the score of 47 to 3.

Boom x2, I feel so stressed and tired. But what else can I do? I just got to persevere and push on. Pffffffffffft jy fel, nothing is impossible just smile and you'll find a way out (yeah i really hopez)

kthxbai.

Week 3

2011-01-21T07:06:00.000-08:00

B Division 2011 ♥♥♥

Had our first NZ match with Woodlands Ring Secondary @Anderson Secondary this afternoon. Well, maybe because this is our first match, like in this inter-school games, we didn't really perform up to our standards. Coach, seniors and teachers were quite upset, but we won the match by the score of 31-12 though. :)

A good start, ok maybe not a "very good" start, but it all started off fine. Hope the following matches will come fine for us too! :)

OK I am very tired now, because of the game played today. Super aggressive, very contactive, a very very rough play. But it's okkkkkkkkkk, at least we enjoyed. Like maybe a little hahahaha idk.

My week sucked.

Week 3 is really tiring, training everyday without fail. :(
Got really stressed and even broke down during one of the training.
Homework piled up, really bad.
Sleep loss!!! :(
Booooooomz by mid week, I'm like a walking zombie.
I sprained my ankle when I got off the bus.
The next day it got worse, because I got off the bus again.
Played the match and in the end, we did fitness. I tripped and sprained my ankle again -.-
Menstrual cramps and hurting ankle, I had a very bad time walking home.
& now, I'm glad it's the end of the week.
Oh then I realised, it's only the end of week 3 (tio cheng)

BOOOOOOOOM I AM SO KELIAN OK BYE.

Vlogging

2011-01-14T06:59:00.000-08:00

Just a very rough update. I'm here with a different style of blogging, and it's called VLOGGING. Basically it's blogging through videos, and talking to readers verbally. I don't wanna type too much because I am sooooooooooo tired so just sit back and watch my boliao video. At the same time, admire my pretty face heh heh heh.

Oh yeah, the ending was an abrupt one because my mom happened to seem like she's coming out from the room and it will be really weird if she sees me talking to the screen hahaha.

So yeah as I was saying, I believe the team will work harder to achieve this TOP 4 goal together. :) I believe in Canberra B div. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Oh and sorry if there's some pronunciation errors because I am really way toooooooo nervous. Though I'm just talking to the screen hahahaha it's really weird yknow. :)

OK LA BYE.

Turning fifteen on the fifth

2011-01-04T07:08:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to Felicia the cute strong gurl_96xoxoialwayzluvyouz,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! ♥
This is 1 day late but it's ok. Happy belated' to myself! :)
This year's birthday is sucky, like seriously. Because I spent my day as per normal, with people wishing me that's all. But it's ok! I am easily satisfied. I am so touched when each and everyone of them sent me their wishes, or some even sang to me! I really appreciate it sooooooooo much (tho i think this year's birthday is really sucky) hahahahah.
Yeah, today's the end of the third day of school. Coping quite well, except for E maths. I seriously think A maths is much better than E maths. Maybe because my brain's dead and I can't think really well and really as alive as E maths. I need something dead, so A maths and history is really my thang. Hahahhaaaaaaa!
Zonal's starting real soon, till then I'mma train hard. Like literally hard, I need to be YING enough to bang the defenders. JY FEL. PEOPLE BANG ME ME NO FALL THEY FALL! (Y)
OK BYE.

Memories that are worth looking back at

2010-12-29T05:35:00.000-08:00

OK I FINALLY GOT THE PICTURE SIZE RIGHT AFTER GETTING PEKCEK AFTER A GAZILLION TIMES OF TRYING YAY I ROCK LOVE ME MUACKS! :)

PS: I KNOW IT'S A BIT TOO EARLY, BY 2 DAYS! HEHEHEHE

Right, as I was saying, this is a wrap up post. OK maybe not a "wrap up of the year" post, more of a "you don't know I don't know what is this but you'll get it after you read it so you just gotta keep reading" post. HAHA! Come on, go on!

They are the reason why my year is full of laughter, joy, fun, love and care. They are the people who made my year a wonderful one, creating memories that are worth looking back at. They are the people who are responsible for my growth this year, my happiness, everything! :)

Without the team, without my class (tho I'm not very close to them), without Touch, without the girls, without each and everyone who're reading this line, my year will be a piece of crap. That, I am very very sure.

This year flied magically fast, ~~maybe~~ it's YOU GUYS who made that happen! Keeping me companied, keeping me occupied throughout the year. :)

Just a very quick summary this year:

January-

I had a very happy birthday with the team!

So sweet of them to get a cake for me and the January babies!

Had high intensity trainings to get ready for our very first NZ!

February-

This month is ALL about NZ.

Had training almost everyday and I guess that's the most tiring period of the year.

Failed to get into top4 because we lost to North Vista by 2. :(

March-

NZ ended, training was tougher. All back to basics, all fitness.

CA1 commenced, secured myself with As and Bs, quite a good start for the year.

April-

Nothing much happened this month, started mugging like siao at the end of this month.

May-

Booooooom! It's midyear. Time for exams.

Spent most of the time mugging, and throwing disc.

You can never resist the temptation of going out to throw disc at hardcourt when you're studying and freezing in mac, i'm serious so that month I concluded that, mac is not suitable for studying and I am seriously serious about this. XD

June/mid July-

Holidays! Quite a boring one tho, had national league and playing under Extremes.

Really a good chance to experience what is it like to play with big/old people. HAHA!

(late) July-

Nothing much, starting on semester 2.

Had NAPFA, not so bad? Failed sit and reach as usual teehee!

August-

Mugging like mad cow again for CA2, results ain't bad too! :)

September-

Mugging not really siao-ly this time round for SA2.

October-

Exam month! Whoooooosh SA2.

Piiiiiiang I wonder why I always put in effort for the wrong thing.

This time round, results are really really bad. 2A, 4B, 3C!!!

End up getting 51 in the level. :(

November-

Holidays again! This holiday ain't as bad as June. :)

Opted for choice in streaming, waiting for the results.

December-

Streaming results came out and I failed to get into PS stream,

but not very bad, in the same class as Peizhen but who knows? Mummy appealed for me and I got into PS stream. Don't know am I disappointed or happy about it but still, thanks mummy! :)

Injured my knee real badly this month but still played in Extremes' carnival.

Not bad, got into top4. Teeheee! But my knee's really bad.

Yeap! That's about it! And wow, this is definitely not just quick summary for the year. This took me almost an hour believe it or not! :)

Hehehehe other than those who appeared on the picture above, there's still a lot of people out there who made my year wonderful.

&& in the end, _______ popped out of nowhere and made my year even more amazing. HEHE!

Oh and yes, I wish my 2011 will be as wonderful as this year. Or even moreeeeeeee wonderful than this year. Hope the syllabus are easy for me to cope, and NZ!!! Hope we'll meet less tough opponents oooooops! :)

Birthday is coming in a week's time!!! I'm turning 15 yaaaaaaaaaaaay love this day of the year, BEST!!!!!!

OK BYE PEOPLE! :) HOPE YOU GUYS WILL HAVE A WONDERFUL YEAR AHEAD, WHOEVER'S READING THIS!!!! :)

Life is a party

2010-12-23T05:09:00.000-08:00

TSK SECOND POST WITH SCREWED PICTURE SIZE I AM SO SORRY BUT I NEED TIME TO ADJUST THE PICTURE SIZE UNTIL I GET IT RIGHT SORRY BEAR WITH IT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MUACKS.

Ohai people ZOMGX it's 23rd of December today and the world is going to end in less than 2 years!!!!!!!! OKAY CRAPS. Well we're just 8 days away from a new year! Look at how fast this year fly hohohoh and I'm totally wearing skirt instead of culottes next year o'ready!

Most of the readers might be thinking: "oh and then is that something to be happy about..??"

But to me, a freaking 14 and is still a secondary school girl, it is. Gosh do you even have any idea how I survived my 2 years wearing something... not-skirt-not-shorts? Pfffffffffft.

Well I guess some of the people reading this site are no longer needed to wear school uniform e.g Poly students, middle age men, old stalkers, lecher from idk where y'know hahaha.

BUT WAIT, DON'T BE TOO PROUD OK I'M JOINING YOUR FORCE IN LIKE WHAT?

2 YEARS' TIME? MAUAHAHAHA YOU JUST WAIT, BITCH.

Oh yeah and one more thing, since the year is coming to an end it's really time to do the "year wrap up" and a resolution!!!

oh oh oh and I wanna do the "letters" challenge! writing up to 30 letters in 30 blogpost to 30 different people! haahhahaha i think i'll do it soon. SOON.

Oh yes and I know what I've just typed has got NO LINK with the picture I posted. Took those pictures today @AMK after KTVing in Scarlet. :)

It was fun though the freaking paper (the receipt) cost us 60 bucks heheheh and we totally look like a family, don't we?

OKOKBAIBAIMEWANTTOSLEEPO'READY!

(ps: I am suddenly very angry idky shall head to onsugar and rantttttttttttttttttttt!)

We love you Coach!

2010-12-18T06:09:00.000-08:00

PS: OK I KNOW THE PHOTO SIZE DON'T FIT THE LAYOUT BECAUSE MY RESIZING FAILED. JUST BEAR WITH IT OK!!!!!! MUAAAAACKS.

Team Canberra C div'07 08 09 10!!!

Today is our last day with Coach Fanglin around. She'll be leaving us after today and it's a very sad thing but fear not, I believe her heart will still be here with us. Promised to see her again in North Zones, and maybe Nationals! We gotta put in our effort to make her effort worthwhile, isn't it girls? :)

Quite a few of us cried today but they still wear their smile and took some pictures to keep as memories. Come think about memories, it's not just what a picture can describe already. We will need tons and tons of pictures!

I still remember the day we spent with Coach @Bryna's house, netball chalet, netball camp, all the carnivals and pekcek moments coach had been through with us. Hahah, all of these are worth looking back at. Other than Coach FL, it's really a great pleasure to be under Mr Bok and Coach Chon Tee's guidance. Without them, we won't be who we are today!

No matter what, TOP 4 next year is a must.

We gotta show to that small eyed freak that WE, netball players, can play well even without Coach around. We gotta show that saggy belly ass that all the coaches had put in their effort to set the foundation right. Without a team member, a coach, a teacher or anything, we can still go on. Try stepping on our tails now, worry not, we'll tear yours off by the time we get into top 4 without anyone to rely on. :) WE gotta do the coaches and teachers proud, and at the same time, show him what we've got, make him think at least three times before opening his eyes every morning to face US.

Hmm hahahaha! Whatever it is,

WE LOVE COACH FL!!!!!!!!!!!!

Formal shot. :)

AH I GOT PUSHED DOWN BY PEI LING AND SHANICE!!!

(because i jumped up for the previous shot, oops)

Lastly, a picture of Bdiv'2011 with Coach Fang Lin. :)

missing Vanessa Lim, Bryna, Pei Zhen, Xin Zhu, Riena

NORTHZONE TOP4 2011, IN YOUR FACE FAT ASS!

Movie trip with Adelyn Neo

2010-12-13T19:42:00.000-08:00

Ohaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Kinda long since I last had an entry about a day's thing isn't it? I mean, you know what I mean HAHA actually I don't know how to explain but you'll get it at the end of this post.

So yes, Adelyn and I had a girl's day out yesterday and we caught Rapunzel: A tangled tale! Finally made up to my loss the other time due to the stupid sports camp HEHE OK this is how I spent my day, specially for some weird souls who will love to know.

First picture of the day, oh well..... our slippers just spoils the picture lor. TSK.

We reached AMK hub and bought our 2:40pm tickets before heading to KOI for milktea! We didn't wait as long as we expected.

OMG the movie was AWESOME. FANTASTIC.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY NOW BUT..

I JUST LOVE THE MOVIE.

I swear I love it so much so much I even tried imagining that Rapunzel was ME! I totally love her blonde hair which glows when she sings. Every characters were mad cute! Especially...

FLYNN RIDER AKA EUGENE!

"They just can't get my nose right."

OMG PASCAL!!!!

Rapunzel's chameleon.

Not forgetting Maximus AKA Max!

The royal horse which supposedly, should be Flynn's enemy. TAHA!

Oh and I totally love this scene. ♥♥♥

When Rapunzel finally saw what she've been wanting to see for the past 18 years in the tower. :-)

HAHAHAH OK, this is a sudden transform! We changed into Dri Fit and head down to Sembawang. Actually we wanted to throw disc one lor, but the weather just...... sigh.

So we ended up dining in MOS and camwhored too!

This stupid picture below totally made me laugh my ass off. The moment I saw this picture....

It tickled me for at least 10 minutes!!! Look at Ade OMG.

Okay, okay look I have no idea why did I laugh so hard but seriously, I did. XD

Ade's hypnotizing you!!!

HAHA DID I SCARE YOU???

OK FINE END OF POST BUH BYE!

WAIT, TAG ME BY CLICK ON MY POP UP LINK AND ....

I'M GIVING YOU A CHANCE TO ASK ME ANYTHING!!!

(but of course, kindly keep dirty questions to yourself)

HEAD OVER TO MY FORMSPRING AND ASKKK!!

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Why are you so obsessed with me?

2010-12-11T04:51:00.000-08:00

Fight on because the court, is OUR stage.

Well hello people, I've been wondering whether there's some weird soul who still bother to click on the link to my blog when I'm pretty active @my onsugar (click!!!) other than some stalkers maybe heheh well never mind, though stalkers are scary I still welcome them! Prove that I am worth stalking heheheh

Holidays are such a bore! Other than having Netball training, I guess what I do everyday is not productive AT ALL. Worst of all, I know! I know I'm wasting time, I know I'm not making good use of my time, I know I know and I'm still not doing anything useful! I'm just too lazy, to do something, productive. Gosh, get me a life pl0x somebody.

And what's worse than just worst is that, my knee gave way after Extremes Carnival (yes and it's just a carnival and we got 4th placing) Now I can't do ANYTHING productive. And this is how sad life can get. Piiiiiiiiiangz total turn off sian 1/2 + 1/2 = sian everything

I've been in the emo pool of shit nowadays somebody tell me whether it's a good thing. Never failed to wet my face everyday since I don't know when. OK I'M JOKING LOL RING DING DONG RING DING DONG ABRUPT ENDING KTHXBUHBYE!

Nuffnang Movie Blogging Contest – Tron: Legacy

2010-12-08T07:26:00.000-08:00

Hey! I'm back for two reasons- 1 update my almost-dead blog 2 participate in the Nuffnang Movie Blogging Contest, again!

Wondering why did I say "again"? Well, I missed Rapunzel: A Tangled Tale Movie premier screening because I have sports camp that day!!!! How sad can life get huh? So I'm back here, hoping to have another chance to catch the premier screening for Tron: Legacy!!!

OK WHAT AM I WAITING FOR, LET'S START!

I was bored and clicking on every net I can think of, and I came across Nuffnang.com, realizing that there's another contest for me to participate in! So without further a do, I tried on the applications mentioned.

It was really fun, though it only requires simple steps. (you can click on the image for bigger and clearer views, no worries)

There's 3 application to choose from, I chose the Photo Booth one. as circ;ed in red.

Then you can choose to make a profile picture, or just a high resolution one. For me, I chose high resolution one because I don't see a need to change my DP hahahah but for some people out there who are desperately finding something right to put up as DP, maybe you can just use this opportunity to change yours! :-)

The steps are really easy actually, you just have to agree with the terms and conditions (1), then upload your picture. When it's done (just a click away actually, it's reallllllllll fast), you'll realize that your picture will not be in place with the template you call that. Then, (2) click on your picture in the template and move it around, till your face fit perfectly in the helmet. :-)

After everything is done, and you think you haven't had enough, worry not! Notice the button I circled for you? Just click it and you can make a new one, again! :-)

Real simple eh? And check out mine! Lucky me, I got just the right picture for it. It was my first attempt, believe it or not! :-)

Nice right nice right! Heh, head to http://facebook.com/TronSG for more applications! :-D

27 days to Christmas.

2010-11-28T00:18:00.000-08:00

Before, and after. ♥

A quickkkkkkkkk update today, since it's not necessary cause I just updated like not long ago. Great, as I mentioned in Twitter (follow me! www.twitter.com/feliciaboey) I will be talking about what I like and dislike muahahaha there's a lot to say.

Sigh, one thing to be sad of is that I don't have my camera with me! Sad life, so I can't post up pictures. Wordy + boring + boliao entry today (if you're not interested in knowing me more) so don't mind ah!

Alright, all set and i shall start. Likes or dislikes first? OK I think I shall start with Likes.

What I like ♥:

1. Helium balloons! ♥♥♥

2. Ribbons

3. Stitch muaaaaaaaacks

4. GREEN and PINK

5. Singing, Dancing, Drawing (tho i suck at them?)

6. Running around like mad cow heheheh

7. Of course, people who loves me AW

8. People who play sports and music instruments (drums, guitar, violin, piano!)

9. Flying kites and taking photos

10. All sorts of cameras- Lomo cams, Polaroids, DSLR, Digital Cam etc

What I dislike _l_:

1. COCKROACHES and all sorts of insects yuckkkkkkkkkkk

2. People who smoke oh please get away from me

3. People with a lot of "holes" on their face (piercing, i mean, if you're dumb enough to not even understand that)

4. Oh yes of course, people who talk without their brains

5. Eeeeee people who boasts

6. Breast over brothers/Dick over sisters people FUCK YOU IN THE FACE TYVM.

7. Girls with thick make up, trying to cover up their flaws

8. FAGGOTS!

9. People who can't compromise with the final decisions omg

10. Actually i have more to say but to make things short, I shall end off with hating people who THOUGHT that their English is somewhere THERE (up to standard) but actually they are FAR from even somewhere CLOSE.

OK I feel evil. I'm not trying to say that my English is oh-so-power but try browsing through some webs and you'll know. Wrong use of some terms can really, like.. really, make things real funny.

I just don't understand why people like using redundant words or even bombastic words to show that their England (LOL) yes England is powerful. In fact, it's not lah obviously. Oh come on! Wake up that idea, you're just making yourself a laughing stock HA. HA. HA.

I'm not pin-pointing anyone actually, it's just that, over the years, things I came across really make me feel quite... BTH. Yes, it's not my problem that their england is (speechless) but it's just a random feeling I get. You can't blame me for being evil (or rather honest) and I am not blaming anyone for having (speechless) england. Fair enough!

Oh well, what am I talking about. HAHAHAHAH alright, shall stop making my karma increase.

Kthxbaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiz.

Winky winky! ;-)

2010-11-25T06:26:00.000-08:00

Team Canberra B div. :)

missing Vanessa Lim, Vinis and Rachel.

Hi. I'm back from sports camp and I'm glad that I survived the 3 hectic days. Give me applauses man, I can totally die of exhaustion/lack of sleep/screwed body clock/hunger/body ache!!! My knee almost gave way half way through, can really see how bad the trainings are right?

But one thing to be sure of, I had a great time with the team. :)

I was thinking about something to blog this morning, and something struck me when I was slacking with Germaine @MOS this evening. We did some winking videos! And conclusion?

I CAN'T WINK. I FREAKING CAN'T. CHECK THEM OUT!

My 1st attempt:

My 2nd attempt:

My 3rd attempt:

Oh yes, sorry but you guys need to rotate your head instead cause I have no idea how to rotate the video HAHAH. And if you realized, I really really really can't wink! I'm like blinking instead. Oh well! Check out Germaine's HAHA I like the second one. :)

Germaine's 1st attempt:

Germaine's 2nd attempt:

Oh well, I think she can do it better. ok lah I admit defeat lor! :(

It wasn't a competition, anyway. ;-) I went back home and I searched for some "winking" pictures and I got some funny results.

Click on piture for larger view- the picture beside the one i pointed out more zai ah teach you how to "wink" when you can't hahahah epic. Apparently, I googled for "Sexy Winks" and I have no idea WHY I got these.

Ooops, ok maybe this explains why my karma is this high but at least, AT THE VERY VERY LEAST, I didn't upload the picture here.

And at least, I TRIED to censor her face though it doesn't help much. (Oh well, this helps to reduce a bit of karma maybe)

I went on and saw more pictures and I went like "oh my did she/he just freaking got punched?!?!" HAHA too much for me to upload. Just go search for "Sexy Winks" and scroll down to page 5 - 15.

After that, I googled for "Hollywood winks" well, I have no idea who is this lady but whatever, I like her winks. Or rather, her eyes. YAY.

Nice right nice riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight? :)

okokokokokokokok, guess what? I spent almost three hours plus on this entry. I was not concentrating ok thank you bye bye.

Nuffnang – Rapunzel: A Tangled Tale Contest

2010-11-16T21:34:00.000-08:00

*Yawn, how's your holidays coming along, guys? Mine is terrible! Mad boring. :(

But fear not! Know what? I found a PERFECT way to help you "waste your time" at home, rather than just sitting in front of the computer and rot!

Notice the new Walt Disney movie, Rapunzel: A Tangled Tale. ? Yeap, the new movie that will be opening on the 25th of november!

Her hair, Rapunzel's hair! It's longggggggggg, and blonde! I love them. But because I'm still schooling, I can't bleach my hair and dye them blonde. Oh well!

It kinda inspired me to do my hair, and bring it to life! Just like hers! So one day, when I'm bored as usual ...

One hour later ..

Two hours later ...

BINGO!

I remembered that I can do something with my hair! Mummy just bought...

TAADAAAA, clay for me the other day. I mean, for my hair. This played an important role for my hair style that day. It smells nice too wooooohooooooo.

So I started off with my messy hair.

Grab some clay, and fast forward!

I got the top done and now, start off with the rest.

My very cool braids. Yay. Much loveeeeeeeeeeee.

About 20 minutes later ...

TAAAADDDDAAAAAA MY FINAL PRODUCT. ;D

That's my first attempt, well ya know, you gotta make many attempt to get your perfect "came-to-life" hair.

Now, what about you? Bring your hair to life now at www.magicalhair.com.sg !

On the side note:

Catch Rapunzel: A Tangled Tale Movie

starting from 25th November (3D only) & 2 December island wide and join the official Disney Studios Singapore Facebook & Twitter page!

Have fun playing with your hair, peeps! :)

(Can't wait to catch the movie, teehee!)

Acted insane.

2010-11-12T05:38:00.000-08:00

Hello, random update again. Sheeeeeeesh, too many things had been going on nowadays, I just can't seem to choose something interesting to blog about. Oh well, there's something called Facebook now. Pictures are uploaded there, now you get why my blog is lack of updates.

AH, I love this picture ~~tho I zhao geng-ed~~. Took it on Wednesday, the day we had our class BBQ yaaaaaaaaaaaay it was fun. :)

Today's a day I wished it wouldn't come a few days ago. Sheeesh, streaming results. It's not very pleasing (AS EXPECTED), but it's okay, at least, at the very very least, I got the subject combination I opted for. Though it's my last choice, heh.

I gotten A maths, Combined science, SS, History and Art as elective. Hmm, quite worried for art though, but never mind! Mummy say I don't have to care much about it heheheheh.

Oh yeah, and there's something I gotta be happy about! I'm in a class with Pei Zhen, Crystal and Riena! Yay, 4 netball players in the same class I rike!

But, even though I've got over the very fact that I can't get pure sciences, my mom didn't. :-/

She called me early in the morning and told me she's appealing for me. Pfffft, I almost quarreled with her about it man. But it's okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, she still respected my decision in the end yay I rove you mummeh. :)

When I knew my streaming results, I'm like this.

But after all, I'm still like this!

Heh, who am I man! I'm Feliciaaaaaaaaaaaaa, the happy girl. I'm strong yay yay yay.

OK ENOUGH OF NONSENSE BYE.

OH WAIT. Help me click on my nuffnang ads okay! :) Love you. Kthxbai.

God made me fell. :)

2010-11-09T06:01:00.000-08:00

Balloons ♥

Hello. My holiday is kinda packed, not getting bored YET. It's always nice to have something to do everyday, tired or not, it's still something that can keep me occupied. I feel like something is waiting for me each day and I rooooooooove this feeling yay!

But still, having too much things to do makes me busy. Busy with? Shots. 1000 shots per week for a ... don't-really-have-any-chance-to-shoot-shooter like me. That's A LOT ya know. But yeah, I still go around telling people it's no kick damnnnnnnnn can I take back my words pl0x? Never mind, be happy. Just smile. And shoot. Die. You. Fel. :(

Class BBQ @ECP tmr, don't really like my class but still excited for it. Weird, i know. :)

Kthxbaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

Say hello to holidays! :D

2010-11-03T05:53:00.000-07:00

Hello, about one week since I last blogged right? Tsk, I doubt any of you missed me leh. 'Cos none came up to me and request for an entry! :(

Now look at how pathetic my cbox is. 1 no tags 2 tags from i have no idea who 3 I'm sad.

OK first thing first.

HAPPY ADVANCED/BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YEE ENN, JONATHAN CHEW AND NG TZE TAO! :D

Omg, you three. Just look at how sweet I am, sacrificing my gawddamn entry spaces just for you. Tsk, better tag and thank me kay! :)

Omg x2 I need people to give my Nuffnang ads a click man. Do me a favor and I'll love you! I'm serious. Oh, if you buy me a helium balloon, I'll love you even more. Trust me.

No inspiration, just a bo liao entry. Kthxbai.

Sushiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

2010-10-22T23:48:00.000-07:00

Hey! I'm back after a loooooooooooooooooooooong long break. I bet you miss me ~~(I wonder if there are still people reading my blog lol)~~

OKAY I SHALL PUT UP PICTURES YAY.

Remember we had a netball picnic @Marina Barrage? I doubt so cause I didn't mention TAAHAAA. Unless you stalk me through facebook or twitter.

OK whatever. Me and Bryna did sushi ♥♥♥ and now...

I'm gonna post up what happened during the process! TAHAHAHAHA Shermin, Adelyn, Regina and Vinis, be sure to be reading this postttttttttttttttttt.

Heyheyhey that's me! So hardworking and guess what I'm doing???? :)

... Cutting the eggs.

LOL it's retarded I know, but I don't wanna peel it! It's hot, and no sincerity. ♥

No difference from peeling them though, it still looked like it's peeled instead of cut.

PS: Bryna was happily taking pictures when I was "working hard" to cut the eggs into strips. She did suffer at the back though... HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEH EVIL LAUGHTER.

SEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWEEEEEEEEEEEED YAAAAAY. ♥♥♥Taking picture with the seaweed HAHA! :)))))

Then we're all set. :)

Wash hands!
Grab rice..
AND SPREAD! :)

Rollllllllllllllllll..
Cuttttttttt...
And DONE!

It looks nice from here right. Then close up...

Oh man. But it's okay! Filled with loooooooooooooooooooooove. ♥♥♥

Then it's my turn! And things continued.. :) For photos taken at marina barrage, head to my facebook and view! :)

K I'll update soon. Bye peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepo.

untitled.

2010-10-08T19:22:00.000-07:00

Serious in the wrong thing LOL!

EOY had started, and I don't like the fact that next week is filled with papers. But despite that, one more week to (self claimed) holidays! :)

Stressed. Even my facial oil is stressed. LOL. The oil bolter fucking turned translucent lah!!!

EEEK.

K bai.

Examination, my foot.

2010-09-26T02:21:00.000-07:00

Say Hello to the messy-haired-super-stressed-but-still-procrastinating girl! And to the little..

... sticker on her nose. Hahahahaha, one week since I last updated. Gonna go on hiatus for the next three weeks or so because SA2 IS COMMENCING.

The topics I planned to finish by this week (day check: Sunday) but yet.. I didn't finish it. Yet to. But soon. Very very soon.

Till now, I still can't decide what I want. Facebook and Science textbook.

5 days left to the first paper, English P1. Gonna start mugging while others had started way before me.

But the good thing is, mummy say she only need Maths English Science MT History to be A1. The other 4 subjects, I'm kindly allowed to fail. :)))))))))))))))))

Which means??? I don't have to study that much! Good or what.

But there's something I gotta say...................... HMM.

I DON'T HAVE THE CONFIDENCE. DAMN IT.

Kthxbaiiiiiiiiii. (Pl0x kindliee dunch view N runz. iie will bi veri beri upsetz euu noez.)

Jong Hyun Oppa!

2010-09-18T01:00:00.000-07:00

Hearts to my beloved Kim Jong Hyun 김종현!
Omg I fucking love Jong Hyun that sexy beast! Muaaaaaaaaaax.

Why must Jong Hyun be so keeeeeeeeewt?! Zomg, I love die him already.

Random photos taken during the Hari Raya visit to Riena's house.

KTHXBAI. :D

I caught you smiling back at me.

2010-09-15T05:54:00.000-07:00

Hi. Four days to PESS carnival and fifteen days to SA2. KTHXBAI. X.X

"If someone really love you, they will never hurt you. Even if they do, in their eyes, you can see that it hurts that too. You're not the only who's hurting, I'm letting go of someone I love too. Seeing you hurt, it hurts me too.."

I can't help, but still dwell on last year.

Photo Flood. ;)

2010-09-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

Contents warning:

Picture filled. Messy post. Typo-s or grammatical errors everywhere. Don't bother correcting. Have a hard time reading. All the best.

Hi, I've finally had SOME things to blog about. First up, Extremes Carnival that was held yesterday and we were there to help. Overall was okay, but energy draining. For some reason, my eye lids were heavy that day, damnnnnnnnnn.

K I shall let the pictures do all the talking. P/S try spotting my in every picture!

Had this super cute coupon for the helpers to redeem drinks. Cute or what! :-)

Were taking the scores (flipping the score board in exact) most of the time while others stand and help the players out. Taha, me and Heather were sitting down kewlioz!

Another sian-look of mine, LOL! All the scores didn't pass 10 cause it's only 10 minutes per game. Is that good, or is it bad???

Finally, the team picture. ♥ (I'm not short, I'm just bending down. ^^)

Wait wait wait, I'm not done yet. I was racking my brain and browsing through the net for a suitable hairstyle for the musical- Fried Rice Paradise- tomorrow, that was when I realise my hair is getting a bit off-hand(???).

I need a hair-cut! I need a little change to my hairstyle. Then, I was racking my brain again. What should I cut?!?!??!?!?! ZOMGX. -____-

Then I searched. And I fell in love with these.

Chio right! Super thin and lotsa layers. FML, I LOVE THIS HAIRSTYLE. Now, the question is this: DOES IT LOOK GOOD ON ME???

After that, I began going through my past time photos, then LOOK WHAT I'VE FOUND.

BOB HAIRSTYLE! LOLLLLLL, Quite a few people say it's nice on me. Is it better than the previous hairstyle? Or is that better? Or...

... my current one is better??? Gosh, I need answers. IDC Everyone who read this line, must tag me about your views. Hehehehehehehhiakhiakhohohehaho ^^^^^^^^^

KTHXBAI. (Since this entry is picture filled, I guess I won't be blogging for at least a week? or 2 maybe I don't know see mood LOR)

Heartttttttttttttt.

2010-09-04T22:31:00.000-07:00

♥ for you you you you you you and you!

Can't think of anything to blog about. Will blog once I can think of something. Bai!

Random entry for random reader.

2010-08-31T07:16:00.000-07:00

I kinda like... hate people calling girls "Dua Chio Bu" whether or not it's calling me or others. It just sound so (...) eeeeekish. I mean, come on lah. What's with the Dua? Chio Bu can still be accepted but why the hell is it got to do with Dua.

Dua Chio Bu = Big pretty girl??? WTH.

If you were to ask me what the fuck is wrong with the word Dua, I can give you five good reasons.

1. It gives people a feeling that that particular person is trying to lick that woman's boots.

2. It sound fucking disgusting, imagine people saying dua chio bu instead of chio bu.

3. Question is this, is it so fucking hard to say "oh pretty girls" ???

4. I'm just freaking against this word, dua.

5. It's just wrong, Wrong, WRONG.

Five reason shoot die you. You're dead. I'll rather not be called pretty if that guy/girl is gonna call me dua chio bu. (HAHAHAH JK LA WHO DON'T LIKE COMPLIMENTS?!)

Oh yeah, teachers' day celebration today! Went back to WDP for the first time in freaken' two years. Gosh, I wanted so much to see Mdm Chiam!!! But failed, cause she's having afternoon session.

NO WORRIES THO. Because she's meeting up with us soon! Bought her Abalone too.

Super happy today. (ok fine not quite cause some conflicts and unhappy happenings occurred but solved!)

Alright, end of post. Bye!

It's just.. two years & we're almost strangers. How could this happen? I don't know and don't understand why..

love the way you lie.

2010-08-30T01:12:00.000-07:00

Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us fallin' back in love again.

Blogged @ prioritizedpage.bs :(

K thanks bye.

Question left unanswered.

2010-08-27T21:34:00.000-07:00

Side note: Happy Birthday, bitch! :)

Heeeeeeehow people, CA2 is finally over and I can take my mind off exams, for a moment, while others mug like siao for their N/O levels. Hapiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeez!

A1 for Science and that's what I know so far. Hoping that I can pass Geography and Home Economics(which is impossible cause I only spend 10 mins out of 50mins to complete those papers) *fingers crossed

Self-note: Enough about exams, it's over.

I came across this conversation, on Tumblr. I find that it's something to do with real life situation so I decided to re-phrase it and post it right here. Quite bo liao actually, but whatever.

Girl: Baby, I'm sick and those medicine are making my tummy hurt.
Boy: Get used to the pain soon enough.
Girl: I'll try to. So anything new in your life?
Boy: Go eat something.
Girl: I love you.
Boy: Okay. Go eat something.
Girl: Do you love me?
Boy: What a stupid question -.-
Girl: You didn't say it back, and barely talk.
Boy: So just because I don't say it back a million times a day, I don't? What an odd assumption you have there. Wow.
Girl: It's comforting to see/hear it said back. Do I have to ask you to say it back?
Boy: It should be obvious.
Girl: Tell me how do you think it should be obvious.
Boy: You're always going on with something, why can't you think like normal?
Girl: It's normal.
Boy: To you?
Girl: If we're talking about normal, do you know what normal couples do?
Boy: Normal. Define normal.
Girl: They talk a lot, they say they love each other and never let another party wonder if they're loved. So tell me, am I normal to react like this?
Boy: Well, freaking like-you-now is not the way to react. At all.
Girl: I actually very calm.
Boy: And if it's not obvious, I don't care. You're just extremely fucking blind then.
Girl: So why wouldn't you want to make it obvious?
Boy: Let's think. How old are you and how old am I? Where are you and where am I? I'm waiting for you while you're waiting for me. I could've live with Courtney now, but I didn't. I can be with so many girls now, but I wait for you. I stay in my room and live a non-social life, for you. I don't talk to girls, for you. I don't do shits, for you. And it's not obvious? Maybe you're just really blind, or fucking inconsiderate. Or maybe, you just overlook small things that means a lot. Make fucking sense?

After reading this conversation, frankly speaking, I feel girls should (some times) put themselves in guys' shoes. But whatever, I'm still a feminist. Go away.

Hahahah, wordy post. Picture up, next week? See ya!

Imagination, runs wild.

2010-08-20T06:29:00.000-07:00

- Quoted from Hongqian Teo's facebook status

I didn't really think of how life will be like if someone important to me left me. Like not for life or death case, but when they tend to walk out of my life. I don't imagine things that will eventually happen, I mean, what for imagine? It's going to happen, sooner or later.

But rather, I spend time imagining things that won't happen. EG. ______________

I only imagine things that are worth imagining. Things that will make me happy, don't you too? Who would want to imagine something that they don't want it to happen??? You tell me, you tell me.

Okay, maybe some pessimistic ass, but definitely not me.

Okay x2 I might be some little ass that likes being sad, to you. Maybe, just maybe. But but but, I always imagine things. I like imagining. I like making myself feel better. If I can't make myself feel better, then no one can.

Okay x3 maybe _______ can. See, I'm imagining. Again.

Without imagination, things won't be so CLOSE to perfect (but not perfect yet la). So start telling yourself, Fairytales do exist. :-)

You've just read a piece of crap, sad for you. Toodles!

Stay close, don't go.

2010-08-17T23:08:00.000-07:00

Aw! I love this picture I found in Tumblr. ♥♥♥

K I feel so fucked up now. Whatever I eat comes out from my mouth instead of my ass. I hate being sick, I hate vomiting, I hate high temperature, I hate staying at home alone and most importantly, I hate it when I'm trying very hard to sleep and there's construction going on in the above apartment. -____-

How great, now I can't get to sleep/rest. Screw those noises, they're irritating!!!

& I want a time machine. to bring me back to last year.

End of post. Bo liaoz much.

Together, forever?

2010-08-14T08:50:00.000-07:00

The previous post is just... nonsense. Forget about it if you've read it. It's all crap. :-)

The main point is, I don't get why must I stay happy when I'm not. So stop telling me to stay happy and continue smiling. Cause I don't wanna lie, I don't wanna put on a fake smile. I'll show my emotions from now on. Just get gone, if you don't like. :-)

Bye people. What a tired day.

2010-08-12T05:28:00.001-07:00

Are you looking at the same sky? I wonder..

A great great hello to people out there! Yooooooooooooohhhhhooooooo, not much of a typing today. I'm mad tired. I'll just share some pictures with captions before ending off the post. :-)

You people must have missed my face very very very much! I'm treating you better so there you are! Another pretty face, hehehehehhheheheh.

Remember what I said in my previous entry? Yeap, this is it. I drew both myself, with some "inspirational" love quotes I've found over the net. I know you think it's awesome, cause I think so too! :-)

I didn't know just a little more care from you could kill.

But don't worry, I'll hang in there.

Let's see how long me and you can last.

Who's the winner? You or me? We'll see. :-)

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Kthxbye!

L.I.F.E

2010-08-07T09:41:00.000-07:00

It's funny how I drew the opposite of this picture yesterday and I post this picture up instead. Life is unpredictable. Life is full of surprises. ♥

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry, but it's alright cause I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie. Thanks for lying. Maybe it's just me, I thought too much.

Allow me to give another 10 facts about females:

1. A long and sweet message can kill and melt any womens' heart
2. Say she's beautiful/pretty/adorable even when she's not
3. Never ever comment on a girl's height _l_

4. Women hate cold men.

5. Shout vulgarities at a girl for another woman??? Go and bang the wall sua.

6. Make the girl feel important, prioritized (even when she's not)

7. Never neglect or forget about her, or you'll be asking for trouble.

8. When she say she's cold, no doubt, she's hinting for a warm hug. ♥

9. When a girl looks affectionately into your eyes, kiss her. ♥

10. Girls don't like to be tied down, as well.

Time check, 1:14am. It's getting late, bye people.

You.

2010-08-06T04:47:00.000-07:00

Keep me safe, in your heart.

Boys.

2010-08-05T06:34:00.000-07:00

Ain't guys just another cold-blooded-plus-pea-brained creature?

HAHAH. I have my reasons in stating that statement. Allow me to continue, please don't read on if you think you'll get pissed. You can only continue ONLY when you agree on the above statement. :-)

OK, if you're reading this line then I assume you guys agreed. Well done, people, I must congratulate you on making a good choice! 'Cause here, I'll be stating out some facts that guys should know and most of them pretend to... not know. (I'm just making a general statement)

Some people say I'm being a sexist (or rather feminist), cause I've been criticizing guys over the past few entries but wait! Will one accuse you if you didn't do anything wrong? Hahahah, wrong statement. Will your teacher punish you if they find out that you pretended to not know the homework for yesterday? SEEEEEE that's the whole point.

Let me state out 10 facts about girls:

1. Girls love surprise hugs from the back, at the waist area.

2. They text everyday, wanting to know their boy's whereabouts.

3. Girls detest late replies!

4. Girls hate being rejected.

5. When a girl say "fuck you", they don't meant literally fucking you.

6. Girls hate it when their guy talks about some other girl right in her face.

7. Don't EVER try making a girl jealous to test her feelings, things might turn ugly.

8. When a girl calls you up and ask about random stuffs, she just miss you and your voice.

9. When a girl stops texting a guy, I advice the guy to better off start worrying.

10. They want guys to take every initiative, this is a must.

Check! If you tell me you don't know any of these, I'm sorry to tell you that either you're too immature to get a girlfriend or you are not fit to be a guy. If you tell me you knew it but pretend to not know, that's worst. Allow me to present you three words---

GO FUCK YOURSELF

Too angry to continue??? Actually, I've yet to start on the criticism but if that's the case then, just give the little cross at the top right corner a click and you'll be blasted off like how Team Rocket does.

Actually, those guys who can adjust and fulfill all the 10 points stated above had faced extinction already, so no use stating out more facts. I shouldn't waste my time typing here, but since I've promised you guys @my previous post then TAAAAAAADAAAAAAA another nonsensical post is completed. Bye!

Stay tuned! Click on my ads if possible, thankssssssssssssssssssssss.

2010-08-04T04:35:00.000-07:00

You, listen to the lyrics.

I'm not in the mood now, but I feel the need to revive my blog, so I decided to and here I am.

I'm wearing this sad face now, I don't want to be that sorta person I mentioned in my previous post(scroll down) so don't ask me why and kindly just shut up and read on.

Last week was rather pathetic for me, except for the shopping and slacking with Desmond and co. on Saturday. I spent most of my time at home.

Feeling super shag nowadays, due to the 10 rounds everyday I think. My back is breaking, my knee is breaking. Now, my neck is breaking cause I'm lying on my stomach now.

Wordy and boring post for today. Updates on some juicy news or gossips will be up soon, stay tuned to hyp-notised! :-)

FUCK YOURSELF. :)

2010-07-29T23:11:00.000-07:00

Caution: I'm not in a very good mood now. Entry might be offensive.

I've told you beforehand. If you don't want to get offended, then don't read. If you read it and get offended, then that's another story. I'll just tell you right smack in the face that, "I don't give a shit." cause I've already warned you. If you can't see it, scroll up and read again before you start reading the rest. Tyvm.

I don't like insensitive people. I don't like sensitive people as well.

I don't like people who don't cherish and appreciate what they have.

I don't like people who don't give a damn about people's feeling. -___-

If your "other part" have one of these personality or some shits I don't care, just one will do, then I can really say "you're blind."

Come on, wake up that idea that one day, they'll love you that much till the extent that they will change for you. Fuck you man, get out of your damn lalaland please. Quit dreaming!

Especially girls. They just expect too much from their boyfriends, but let me tell you darlings. Nothing's gonna change because leopards don't change its spots. Likewise human. -__-

What can your boyfriend do for you with such attitude? Earn money for you? OH STOP DREAMING. If there's such job, let me tell you honestly, I'll be the first to do it. -__-

I cannot stand people who like pretending that they're sad/angry and attract attention and when they gets all the attention, that's something they will be happy about. Wtf?

Let me give some example of what I'm talking about to prevent some dimwits from being dumb OK that doesn't make sense but whatever~

: I'm sad.

: Why?

: Nothing.. :(

: Are you okay?

: Sigh, yea I'm fine.. :(

: But you don't sound fine to me.
: I'm fine.. Sigh..
: Oh okay.
: I am sad.

Contradicting much? -___- I find these people... irritating.

I dislike AND despise self-centered people, as well. I mean, who like these people? If you do, just admit it. You're one abnormal child. Or perhaps you're one yourself, who knows?

K, the purpose of this entry is... (insert word). Nothing. :)

I am irritated and fucked up with all the shits that happened. Not just one event, but many events piling up together to give you = ME in a foul mood.

Try irritating me dude, I'll give you this

Kthxbai fuck yourself people.

Rough update.

2010-07-26T02:59:00.000-07:00

I was thinking, and thinking, and thinking. Yet I still can't think of a suitable topic for today's entry! Gosh, I need an entry quick, fast, ~~almost~~ immediately. (cause my blog's dying)

Since I can't think of anything, then let the picture do some talking. :-)

OK I'mma bored gurlz.

1. My elbow hurts

2. NAPFA test tomorrow

3. Plus my 10 rounds + 2 rounds + 10 rounds

4. I can't think of anything to blog

5. I'm ending here

I'm blaaaaaaaaaaaaasting offffffffffffffffffff againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~

When life's hard, just fuck it.

2010-07-22T07:01:00.000-07:00

Hello people, just a rough update as I'm kinda bored now.

Life's still okay for me, I don't know whether there's still people coming around. But whatever, who cares. I don't give a damn now. I'll only update, when I feel like. :-)

Self training everyday will start next week, woo. Harsh, but yea, endureeeeezxsczxcs.

K bye! :-)

,BT!

FML.

2010-07-19T04:53:00.000-07:00

Buried under avalanche of homework now. That's bad, really bad. ;(

So much for an innocent girl like me, where's justice!!! OMG I think I'll better start on work now, before my mom rings me with an earful of nags, again.

Did I mentioned I had a very, very bad dream last night? And I woke up, by my own scream.

-_______-

I know it's dramatic, but it's for real.

OK Gotta hit those work now, my mom's nagging. Bye!

for a change.

2010-07-17T08:13:00.001-07:00

Say hello to Tumblr!

Click here for my Tumblr journal.

But still! Do continue to visit this page, I'll only post there(Tumblr) when I'm bored. :-)

Keep on forgetting to forget about you.

2010-07-16T02:40:00.000-07:00

I ♥ Canberra Netball Team.

Hey guys! I'm back with some awesome pictures (two only, actually) and I bet you're jealous! :-)

Took those pictures during Ms Zeng's birthday party last last training, we sure had a lot of fun. We even did jump-shots! Aw, that's the best shot I love among all the photo taking methods. It was mad fun, check it out! (I only have one though :-/)

From the left to the right, it's Adelyn, Bryna, Me, Shermin and Regina. :-)

Well, I'm not sure whether there will be anyone reading my entry, cause I don't see any updates on my tagboard huh. It's not really good sign, but whatever. I assume people view and run, yea yea yea? :-)

OK I hope my assumption is around... half right? Oh well, whateverrrrrrrr~

Ohhohoho, competition is down next wednesday, or whatever they call it, a carnival.

Coach said it's not important though,

BUT I'M SURE WE'RE GONNA GIVE THEM A VERY VERY VERY GOOD BUTT SMACKING TIME EH? :D

Hahahah, Coach don't allow injuries too. That's... quite impossible for me huh. :P

Who cares, we're all out next wednesday. First time for the team to work together yeeeeeeehaw.

Listen to this song too, before you hover your cursor to the tagboard and off you go! :-)

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥

Happened for a reason.

2010-07-14T02:27:00.000-07:00

Bring me to see the sunset, will you? :-)

I KNOW YOU WILL BABY, I KNOW YOU WILL.

Hahahahah, no doubts! That's me and Regina's silhouette, cool or what!
Miss Lee inspired us, wahahahahah taken at East Coast I think, during netball chalet! :-)

I promised you guys the entry about my life(I guess you guys aren't interested anyway) so yea, I'll post something stupid.

As you know, people come and go in your life.
It can be leaving, migrating, breaking up in relationship or friendship, divorcing, death, or just by walking away. It's all fate, people. Destiny.

Let me ask you, do you believe in fate? My answer is yes, I do believe.

Even the person whom walked pass you this morning, it's fate. Among how many millions of people in the world, that particular person walked pass you right at that particular time, people call it coincidence, but I call it fate. :-)

Like what others said, "偶然的相遇并不是巧合，而是缘分。"

Let's take my recent entry as example, Jay Chou.

If paparazi's didn't happen to take a photo of him and i-have-no-idea-who in some i-don't-know place, his romance wouldn't end with Jolin.

If his romance didn't end with Jolin, his famous songs wouldn't have been written in the first place.

This also bring us back to the concert...

If Jolin and his romance didn't end, Jolin wouldn't have appeared at Jay Chou's concert, and creating a huge discussion about this romance. & things wouldn't have turned out so perfect in the end.

Ain't this arranged? I really, really believe in fate. Just like a balloon, if that balloon is yours, even if you release it and let it go, it will still come back to you. This is fate, what belongs to you, will be yours, ultimately. :-)

Who don't like happy endings? SO BE DARING, PEOPLE.

Let go of everything you have now. Oh no no, I'm just kidding heheheh. Your girlfriend/boyfriend will come slaughtering me if you do that. :-)

K ENOUGH OF CRAPS. NOW PRESENTING MY....

APPLE CRUMBLE!!! INSERT HEARTS.
I know it look like a pile of sand but it was nice ok!

I made it like.. yesterday? It was great, i tell ya. It was great, for someone who don't know how to cook, or bake like me! It was really great. I don't know whether it's too easy, or too simple, but it was really nice. (Y)

5/5 FOR MYSELF. :P

HAHAHA OH YES. I LOVE BOW HAIR TIES.

K BAI!

LOVE ME LOVE ME!

2010-07-10T06:30:00.000-07:00

Super sweet la! :D

Jolin Tsai made a surprise appearance in Jay Chou's 3rd night concert in Tai Pei! ♥♥♥

AHHHH! Pause the video at 0:53 minutes! Gosh, they're barely 5cm apart please (according to 8DAYS the magazine)!!!!

OMG I WAS LIKE STARING AT THE MAGAZINE LA!

Oh yes. One more thing! I just realised that Eason Chan lost ONE OF HIS TESTICLES

BY FALLING OFF THE STAGE.

YES I know I'm slow and I gotta admit this:

I WAS SERIOUSLY LAUGHING TO MYSELF WHEN I READ THAT FUCKKKKKKKKKKSHIAT HILARIOUS MAX!

ok stop, enough of nonsense Fel. Karma will befall on you if you continue to laugh. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA WHO CARES?! I HAVE NO BALLZ TO LOSE. :P

And apologies guys, a proper post will be up next.

FELICIA'S LIFE ENTRY COMIN' UP!

Time to close that open door.

2010-07-08T21:53:00.000-07:00

Damn that girl is bullet-proof!

Hello hello baby you called, I can't hear a thing, sorry I cannot hear you I'm kinda busy!

It's Friday again! I'm down with flu and fever now, plus I'm real bored. I hope I can go down to Sembawang Sec to watch the NB match later man! :(

Oh yes, I came across something stupid this morning. I saw the MSN news and there's this article which was super hilarious.

The headlines was...

OCTOPUS ORACLE.

Click here to check that article out!

It's about this "psychic" octopus(sie) who never failed to predict all six of Germany's world cup game!

Go check out how Paul (the octopus) predict Germany's game. The last match against Spain, it forecast a Spanish win.

The Germans obviously turned against Paul la of course! Some people are super dick-headed man, they suggest to fry Paul, or even throw him into a shark tank! How dumb.

It's just an octopus. HAHAHAH do you believe in such "psychic-y" sorta thing?

No I don't. :)

Alright, I shall stop this "fishy" oh wait, "octopussy" post. Bai! :)

Edited @ 8:21pm/

I just saw the tweets. They said Paul predicted that Spain will be the Champion in this year's World Cup. Hah! If that really comes true, I will believe in psychic. :)

& I came across this tweet as well, it's pretty funny.

"he's got 8 legs and only 2 choices. He can't fail."

I've got nothing more to say. HAHAHAHAHA it's fucken' ridiculous.

But something to say, better be safe than sorry reader(s)!

PLACE YOUR BETS ON SPAIN. :X

Toodles! :)

Felicia super woman back in action!

2010-07-04T08:52:00.000-07:00

Back in action to update my status!

Happy to see me blogging again? I'm happy too~~(oh I'm just kidding you)~~! A good entry will have a good start. I shall start with four big words that can touch you down, in the heart.

I MISS YOU GUYS! well actually, not really but just pretend you didn't read this. }:P

OK I think I'm getting retarded nowadays, ya know... influences from who I'm mixing with. Yes I'm talking about you, retard(s), whoever is reading this line. :)

I'm insulting you, accept the fact.

says: Omg where's my teeth, bucky!?!?!
says: I'm one innocent pig! I have no idea, ask him.
says: Any idea where did my teeth vanish to, mucharakinsmithakaranashiman?!?!?!?!
says: I ATE IT. BWHAHAHA.

Serious case of retardness, kthxbye! :)

PS/ Leave a tag, with your link. Link ya guys up asap! :)

MIA. :)

2010-06-20T22:42:00.000-07:00

Remember my pretty face while I'm on hiatus! :)
Update my status once homo is back, luv.

Felicia is (not) back in action!

2010-06-16T19:44:00.000-07:00

Hey there! Don't get me wrong, my lappy is NOT back yet. :(

I didn't heard of any news about my lappy, neither my mom. I hope ~~he/she(call it Homo shall we?)~~ Homo is alright, safe and sound. Shall comfort myself by saying this-

Homo is not dead,
Homo is not dead,
Homo is not dead,
Homo is not dead,
Homo is not dead,
Homo is not dead,
Homo is not dead,
Homo is not dead,
Homo is not dead,

Alright fine he's not dead. I'm irritating myself pfffffffffft. :-/

I can't wait to get out of here, I'm waiting for time to pass, like seriously!!!
It's only 10:56am. Gna do the launches coach told me to do to strengthen my da tui muscles to murder time lol.

byebyebyebyebyebyebye! :)

2010-06-13T19:47:00.000-07:00

I need concern,
I need care.
I need every little thing to keep me pampered.

baby lappy sent to hospital.
be back soon. keep the tags going luv.

positive! :)

2010-06-08T05:22:00.000-07:00

Contents warning: Wordy post. :)

K but you just gotta keep reading. I shall start this entry with a sentence I really wanna shout out NAOZ.

"I WANNA LOOK FEMININE, I WANNA SMELL FEMININE, I WANNA TASTE FEMININE, I WANNA BE A FEMININE LADY! NOW NOW NOW. YES NAOZ!"

I want:

ULTRA FAIR SKIN(!)(!)(!)

super sweet and heart melting voice!

a LIL bit taller, just a lil bit. :)

Long and silky hairrrrrrrrrrrrrr! ;(

Big big eyes, awwwwwwwww.

& I have:

Tanned complexion(super uneven some more, tan lines everywhere)

LOUD UNSWEET VOICE!!!!

let's not talk about heights today. :)

SHORT HAIR DAMN IT.

no doubt, I have small eyes

Conclusion: My face conversion = and finally to this

Never mind, I believe I'll be a true girl one day. Feminine one. (I know I sound like I'm just lying to comfort myself but no you're wrong, soooooooooooo wrong)

Bai people, the end of the boring part.

NOW *SWITCH* TO SERIOUS MODE :)

what's there to be serious about, like seriously? hahahhhahahah, take a look at what I've typed yesterday, it's just (...) random.

--

I'm happy now, not a least bit of unhappiness.

I don't pour out my feelings to my friends again cause i know it hurts when you know you can't do anything better to help your friend through all the hurt they're suffering from right then.
I choose to keep it to myself, even when I know I can't take it much longer.
I choose to keep it from them now, because I know the feeling when you become speechless and useless.

That feeling is what I felt tonight. I can't do anything to help, not even the least bit.
I can't cheer people up; does that signify that I'm a failure? Or at least a fail friend, that can't do anything when your friends are in need of someone? Does what happened tonight mean that way?

I always assure people around me by saying: "in need of anyone, I'm just a call away."
but everything changes after tonight. I realized I'm just comforting them for the sake of comforting, for the sake of reassurance. It's a lie, Fel, it's a lie.
Because all I can do is just listen to their troubles, and keep quiet. I can't do anything, I can't comfort them. The only thing I can do is just listening & that's what everyone can do.

So till now, who still needs me? I can only listen and people can do better. So much for a good friend. :-/

It bugs me, like seriously. Even though that person is not as close to you as your some other sisters/brothers, it's still disturbing. I can't be there for a friend that's not really close to me, then how am I supposed to be there, with my best, for a close friend? ;(

Now, how I wish every emoing shits can end.
I don't wish to see people in states of emotional breakdown.
I know the feeling, and I know the feeling when you feel useless better. AND I HATE IT.
I don't want to feel useless; neither do I want them to bottle their troubles up; I want to be there for someone, everybody who needs me if possible. I don't wish to be speechless when people approach me with their troubles, I want to give my best shot, my best in everything that's required for me to be there for them. I just want to be a friend... who they can talk to when they’re sad. :(

That's not too hard for me isn't it? I just want to be a friend. as simple. as that.

08th June 2010, 12:53am. :)
--

It's stupid, ha. K bai. End of extra extra super amazingly boring entry. TAG ME.

time for miracles. :)

2010-06-06T00:47:00.000-07:00

Hi.

I wanna lodge a complaint! ;(
Mozzies are draining my blood now, mad itchy!!! Someone, kill it please. ;(

That's why I'm here, trying to get my mind off the itchiness, I'm a smart arse tyty. ;)

I went to Clarke Quay for a haircut, but ended up just trimming a little because my hair is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too thin to change hair syle. Oh well, accept it. ;)

After a small little disappointment, I came across this very special food.

PIZZA IN A CONE!!! MAD LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE.

You're drooling already, admit it! It's mad nice, I'm hungry now! Get it @Liang Court, but it's moving out soon, let's see who will be the lucky arse! :)

Bored at home ever since holidays start. Rotted @ home for like... 3 days? I'm glad I survived. :/

Webcammed with Adelyn the other day. If I'm not wrong, it was raining that afternoon.

Ya know what? Super fail. I was watching Super Natural Episode 5 if I'm not wrong. It was just the starting and the episode is about Bloody Mary and it's bloody scary. Trust me.

I was so engrossed in the show that I didn't notice that it was getting dark and started raining. I continued watching and watching, just when Bloody Mary appeared in the mirror...........

BOOOOOOOOOOOOM!

An effing loud no-signal(lightning) thunder thundered. It roared through my ear drums and I jumped. on the chair. like literally. jumped. :/

It was that instant moment I felt a chill running down my spine!!! I just closed the window(as in the show) right away.

It was so disturbing! Including Super Natural. I can't get to sleep at night ya know?! ;/

Sick hole. Oh yes, scroll down. Something for you guys to see. ;)

Somemore!!

getting close!

RAWR. okay not there yet, just a little bit more.

getting there!

BOOO! YOU GOT SCARED. :D

I'm just bored, bai!

have faith. :)

2010-06-02T21:49:00.000-07:00

Hi. I have something to say-

I'VE LOST MY ASS!!!

Wondering why did I say that? You just gotta read on to get that joke. :)

We had match with Speed SHSS (AKA St.Hilda Secondary). Fangching was such a joke. Why?
READ ON!

I don't know how to start it but yea. It all started with a mis-pass from Heather Ong(Credits to her for the joke) and ended with a loving hug from Neo Fang Ching(for acting it out, but obviously it wasn't just acting la!) to the pole. :)

OK it goes like this...

Fang Ching was calling for a ball inside the Semi-D and Heather fed her. But unknowingly, it was a mis-pass. Fang Ching then turned, looked at the ball and sprinted. And for God knows why, she didn't notice the pole. Yeap, she bang into it and hugged the pole. Literally.

Ya know? Like some cartoon characters! and I'm serious! The whole court was laughing, well maybe only the whole of the Extremes Junior Team was laughing, Coach Fang Lin too!

Get the picture, people?

If not, let me show some examples.

Like Patrick pole dancing?

Nah, more of like a Koala bear. :)

HAHAHAHA. To end off..

Fang Ching said she did it out of loving the pole too much. And guess what I replied?

And you'll have to hug it in the middle of the match and make us laugh our ass off. LOL!

HAHAHA to some retards who don't understand what I'm saying, too bad! Just hope that Miss Neo Fang Ching will do it again. :P

psssssssssst, she say her v......... hurts more than her nose. :x

Bai people! Oh yes, Super Natural rock. :)

A girl who smile with a broken heart. :)

2010-05-31T23:39:00.000-07:00

can someone keep the broken fragments of my heart safe?
'cause if one is missing, it will never be a complete whole.
it never will.

Blog later. :)

Edits/ I don't want to fall too fast into this, I'm scared. Further more, I'm not to sure about this.

I'm half way there.

2010-05-30T20:47:00.000-07:00

"I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived."
- Margaret Mitchell

(post edited @9:13pm)

MEET MY PORTABLE FAN!

I know it's super cute. Well actually, It's not mine. I just found it randomly lying on the table. I didn't give a damn about it initially, until I was so bored that I look at random things in the house, like randomly. :)

Super cool right, I think it's my baby cousin's. Then I wondered:
WHO THE HELL WILL BUY THIS BLOODY THING FOR THEIR CHILD?!

For some retards who don't know(maybe my uncle can't make out that it's a middle finger LOL), yes It's a middle finger with a fan mounted on top.

But whatever, coooooooooooooooooool is the word.

Alright, now behold! All your eyes here people!

HERE! MEET DUCK. :)

Bwahahaha, did this with Adelyn out of boredom. & WE SPECIALLY NAME IT.............

DUCK. :) clapclapclapsssssssssss.

Cool isn't it? Buwahahahaha now meet the INITIAL stage of duck.

Well, I have something to admit. Actually, I only did the eyes and the mouth and Adelyn took the same time to complete the whole body. So much for a perfectionist like me. (A)(A)(A)

NOW!

MEET (.......) I-HAVE-NO-IDEA-WHAT! WAHAHAHAHA.

Okay well, undeniably...... I did most of the parts for this. :) NOT BAD RIGHT! ARTISTIC.

OK last picture for you guys.

I got this super uber cute STITCH bottle for myself today! YAY. BE JEALOUS. :)

BAI. Wooooooooooooooooooooooo!

It's something I call, heartbreak.

2010-05-29T06:00:00.000-07:00

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smile even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't bright her own.

Hi people. :)

I'm exhausted, like seriously. But today's Extremes training was kinda slackyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :)
Yay. I went for training alone, cool or what.

Sheeesh, no plans tomorrow. Somebody, just jio me out man! Study also can, so gonna buck up for the next semester. IMMA POTENTIAL A1 STUDENT OK! DON'T SIAO SIAO.

K I shall blog up till here bai.

EDITED @9:33pm (pissed off note)

OK, I just clicked "publish post" not long ago, like 10 mins? Then this effing guy came pissing me off, AGAIN. YES, again.

If you guys can recall, like a few weeks ago, there's this edited entry of mine to avoid misunderstanding isn't it? Because it's kinda sensitive and the way I type can refer to anyone of you, so to some sensitive people, they might THINK I'm talking about them. But whatever,

I DON'T GIVE A SHIT NOW CAUSE I AM REALLY PISSED.

Did I ever mention that I hate people showing me -.- this ~~effing~~ face?

Cheesecake, I know it's a small matter but can you take anything that is so ~~effing~~ from a guy who you're already very pissed with? A guy, YES GUY, you've already been disliking for some time?

Sometimes, I really feel like just slapping his ~~mother effing~~ face. Just ~~bitch~~ slapping someone like him I can feel a teeny weeny better. JUST A SLAP WILL DO.

-.- YOU LIKE PEOPLE GIVING YOU THAT FACE OR NOT?! YOU MUST BE HAPPY NOW, CAUSE I'M GIVING YOU THIS ~~EFFING~~ FACE, OPEN YOUR EYES WIDE AND SEE IT AGAIN

-.-

I know you appreciate it a lot since you love showing that face so much, & don't have to waste your breath thanking me, cause I don't speak/understand pig language.

OK people, typing so much really helps. :)

Baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ~~and eff you again boy, xiao didi. DON'T CRY AFTER READING MAN.~~

I can't live a lie. :)

2010-05-28T04:32:00.001-07:00

I miss you, heard that? :)

I am happiiiiiiiiieeeeeez. :D

2010-05-27T04:28:00.000-07:00

Hi people! Had been blogging @runawaystraw nowadays, bleaaaaaaaah. You can't read, you can't read muahahahah!

K I love the picture aboveeeeeeeeeee (L).

Oh ya! Take a look at some jump shots took yesterday. cool ttm can! :)

More @ Facebook!

baibai!

If i walk, will you run?

2010-05-24T06:10:00.000-07:00

Blogged @runawaystraw today, again.

Hi, I'm so kind that I decided to blog here as well. Kinda free now, bo bian.

Blogging is my past time, or rather, something to do when I'm feeling bo liao. I feel so bad but whatever, just stating a fact. :D

Wellllllllllllllll.. apparently I have nothing to talk about. Just the umpiring this afternoon, for the sec 3 captains' ball games. I was so embarrassed, I anyhow one lo! The whistle keep zhao siah also... FAILZXCSZXC!

K nothing to add on, byebyebyebyebyebyebyeeeeeeeee. ;D

runawaystraw

2010-05-22T05:36:00.001-07:00

Hi people, blogged @runawaystraw.bs today. Not in the mood to post about happy things, so yea, I blogged there. :)

K I shall go now, do keep my blog alive tyvm.

Will you just hum me a love song? Just one.

2010-05-21T06:23:00.000-07:00

you ever wanted something so bad that you just can't have? :)

Hi people, without me realizing, I've been posting up entries consistently nowadays. But why can't the tags come in consistently as well?!?!?!?! @#%#$^&$% I need motivation to blog more..

I'm serious man, I'm gonna stop blogging soon. I know I've said this many times, but this time round, it's different. I meant what I say, muahahahahah come on, tag me tag me, its easy!

You happy = I happy = everyone also happy! Why not dude, why not! ;(

Unless you tell me you don't want me to be happy, aw.

My SA1 results:

Maths - B3
Science - A1
English - C5(fuck! the lowest I got in my 14years)
MT - D7
History - B3
Lit - C6(I passed by one mark, phew)
DNT -
Art -

Pffffft, an obvious drop in grades, cui. 6 grade A to 1 grade A. One word: Pathetic.

Oh man, I can't believe it. I only got 18/30 for my EL P1 Compo! Man, I got 20/70 for MT P1 as well, wooooooooooo. (Y) nice one fel, nice one.

K la, drop that topic. Turning in now, bye!

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

2010-05-20T05:13:00.000-07:00

"Life suck, life is hard"
That's a very common phrase used among us.
We say it, most likely after we've met with something, that didn't really went our ways, took place.
To say the truth, life isn't as hard as we think. Life is simple, Life is life, life is something for us to live, depending on how far we can live it up to. Life don't suck, but due to complications we people made, slowly.. slowly. When thing don't happen at the right time, we push the blame. Life suck! that's what we'll say. But why? Does this question ever crossed your mind? Who caused it? Who should you really blame? The answer is -- Nobody, but yourself. :)

Hi people, great starting above. (Y)

I know I'm random, for God knows why. Hahahahahah, I am awesome. \m/

Felicia says: I am cute gurlz, I love retarded boyz. Bai bai!

Kthxbai.
I'm risking my life to type this and i doubt you'll see it, I miss you. :/

我仍愛你愛的不知天高地厚 (:

2010-05-18T06:01:00.000-07:00

PS: entry edited. removed sensitive stuffs.

Hi. My name is Retard. I do retarded things, which includes blogging here despite knowing no one is reading it. I am demoralized when I see my tagboard dead, rest in peace baby I love you. You never fail to make me feel sad, fuck you, by making yourself seems dead. Everyone left you in lurch, I feel you. I know how you feel, the feeling when you're dying and no one knows. I understand, just fuck off.

LOL. This is so..... I have no idea.

(I removed a whole chunk of words here to avoid misunderstanding. So this post might not make sense to you but whatever, just read on.)

K I'm feeling better, leaving my blogger on idle for at least an hour. I shall post up pictures, I'm nice, after all. ;)

Kthxbai.

wedding dresssssss ~

2010-05-17T07:43:00.000-07:00

Another random entry again. ;)

Welllllllllllllll, according to "scientific calculation", you and me can see that there's no tag(don't even mention tags with a "s") for the past two days at least. FYI my blog's not dead YET but apparently, the number of tags are telling me that you people have already long given up hope on it.

HOW COULD YOU!

........ never mind. I understand, cause I've been posting up shits nowadays. :/

I've been coughing my lungs out since yesterday, life is hard. Fck it. FML. I'm serious, just do it man. FML!!!

Let me just share about something really stupid k.

I was using my lappy on the dining table this morning/evening. It was time for dinner, so I got to move the lappy into my room. In order to not, how to say, off the comp, I decided to use my lappy's battery. I went around the house, on a quest in search of my battery.

I looked at every corners of my house, mind you, I just looked. I walked into my room, I walked out to my table, I walked into my room and look again, then came out to my table. This continued for quite some time, thirty minutes at least?

Just when I was about to conclude that my lappy's battery had left me for good, I touched the back part of my lappy. POOOOSH, there it was, the battery was ALL ALONG attached to my comp, safe and sound.

& I didn't realise! How cool can I be. ;)

Seriously, I looked and walked like a mad cow around the house. In search of something which was there, in place. So near yet so far~

NICE DESCRIPTIVE PHRASE MAN.

For once I felt so stupid, lol. K enough of my nonsense, seeya tomorrow guys! Another crappy post just a click away, COMIN' UP!

I'm happy now, not because I've stopped loving you, and not because my heart had moved on, but because I've learnt to live my life without you, boy. :)

Was it so fast that you didn't even bother to catch a glimpse of it?

2010-05-16T08:14:00.000-07:00

One month passed so fast, i wonder if you remembered. :)

Hi people, current time is 11:35pm now. Just a short and crappy post.

This is seriously a meaningless entry man, let me just talk about some random stuffs that fly randomly into my mind at this random point of time. :)

K the first thing that came into my mind was my sunburn. It hurts, like seriously. Even my legs were burnt, they're just red only & that doesn't exclude my face okay. My face is way worst. ._.

I got a boo boo, well should I say several boo boo-s? I got one on my right wrist, I got it when I was trying to pancake a disc I think. It was obvious a fail attempt cause it flew through my hands and hit my wrist, how stupid was it - I was catching the air, and obviously clapping my hands.

Pffffft, you must be wondering why am I still wide awake(okay fine, half awake) on a Sunday night. Well, let me tell you this and you'll be zealous for a life time -

I HAVE NO SCHOOL TOMORROW AGAIN, AS WELL AS TUESDAY! ;D

cool or what. I know you're mad zealous now, don't be afraid to share your zealousy with your dear sister here. I don't mind sharing them with you, don't be shy. Just come. ;P

hmm, what's more to talk about...?

I hate to see someone I ____ feeling _______. ):

Replies: No idea.

lalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaa kthxbye. (sudden ending of post, I know you expected more. too bad!)

I dislike the sight of you being upset. I know I don't have the rights to expect anything from you, I just want you to be happy. Always remember, though I know you don't need me, I'll still be there k?

Adelyn's a pig.

2010-05-13T23:21:00.000-07:00

HI.

Current time is 2:22pm and I'm rotting at home with Adelyn (retard) now!

I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I'm hungry,

I'M HUNGRY!

Stupid weather, its raining now. & my lips hurt like for goodness' sake la!

Grrrrrrrrrrr, Fail. I wanna throw disc. ;(

K fine, I'm heading to 888plaza for KFC now, who give a damn to the rain? -.-

Edits @11:28pm!

HI.

I got a secret to tell you! I camwhored with Germaine(cave woman for that instance) just now. It's was super joke can! Will be posting them up soon, not now, due to the time and my laziness. Blame them.

Today was kinda contented, thanks to the stupid rain. :D

Me and Adelyn was being girlish for a moment man! We played with make up and nail polish a few hours ago, and hair straightener as well. We sang and laughed and laughed so hard that we cried! hahahahha, same goes to me and Germaine in the evening too. Especially the cam whoring part. ;D

Germaine was evil. I told her not to look at the [REC]2 videos but she insisted and she kept commenting on boobs.

"aren't that girl's boobs painful?!"
"oh man saggy breast!"

LOL. What's with girls nowadays sickkkkkk hole!

K i shall end here cause Germaine'll be killing me anytime soon. byeeeeeee!

I smile when I know you're happy.

2010-05-11T06:04:00.000-07:00

Hey people! Realized that I've been posting kinda often nowadays, and that's great isn't it? It satisfy you guys, i know it in the bottom of my heart. (inserts heart beat)

Well, you might be asking why am I taking time out from my "busy" revision just to post shitz up here but I just gotta say something:

I'VE GOT NO EXAMS TOMORROW YAY BLEH BLEH BLEH.

I know you're jealous, baby. I know you're jealous. You don't have to mention it, cause I can see. Just be envious man, I'VE GOT NO PAPER TOMORROW HAHAHA.

Sigh, I'm just so fortunate, ahhhhhhhhhh heaven! :P

-

K. Science was ok today but SCREW MATHS! :(

As expected, Maths P2 is freaking/god damn/mother effing hard! And guess who's the setter?

MR CHEN. He look so kind, but he just murdered me. :(

Pfffft forget it. I have a busy schedule tomorrow, Art Prep & NNL.

Before I go, see this.

I LOVE MY SISTER. oh man, how sweet can I be? xP